Wednesday, July 28, 2004
this week sucks. so many things happen ever since my submission day. my presentation sucks to the core. i think we weren up to the lecturers standard. it sucks sucks sucks sucks sucks. im frustrated. and my mum got admitted to hospital yest nite. Her feet is swollen lyk a balloon and her heart blood pressure is low. i miss her. i dun want to lose her. im going to visit her later, hope she gets better, probably stay the whole day there to keep her company. i hope she didn cry, i noe how she feels when she's alone, she dun lyk to be alone. another sicky thing happen, someone accidentally "exposed" my relationship. poor chester, i bet someone gaf him hell yesterday nite. curse that ass hu exposed us. things juz keep getting worst for me. i seem to be living in guilt, denial n lies. well hu said life is easy peasy. i juz got to live day by day as it is...
Thursday, July 22, 2004
okok
well thanks for the gentle reminder cik fiza, i dun haf time to update lah. anyway im sorry to my fellow team mates. cant make it for this week trgs. things cocked up at last min. been stressful tho i dun really show it. went aish's house yest to finish up the model. it look pretty good. nice... haha der is one thing dat i enjoyed doing der n dat is eating fish nuggets. yummy! haha all those cuttings n pasting sux. lets juz pray khai is fine n we can submit on time wif everything done. ; )Tuesday, July 20, 2004
heh
yest nite sux. i quarrelled wif my sis. mayb i am a bitch myself for bitching abt her but come on wat's the blog for??? democracy? freedom of speech?hello? bah i shall not bother bt it now. looks lyk i got to watch wat i say here. or it may juz reach my aunt or unc n im gonna b in deep shit. argh i hate this.Monday, July 19, 2004
today went great despite those diarrhea. yest was nice, we DID our work! the three of us did our work despite all those distractions(babies!!) haha fiza n aishah came over my house yest to do group model. i suggested my house, n fiza agreed immediately.lol cos she wanted very much to c how ameera look lyk even tho i stays at punggol. ameera welcomed fiza n aish at punggol mrt stn wif me n i think she adores dem. n she called fiza kak flower. lol. we cut out the materials and it was frigging tiring. our backs were aching. muahaha our model gonna b very d big. 1:100 scale. i cant wait to c it.
bah better start work now. 4 more days to submission!
bah better start work now. 4 more days to submission!
Saturday, July 17, 2004
hmm its d end of the day n yet i cant find it. i went to skool today to find dat tube of mine. well its not in the toilet, definitely, tho my yest water bottle is still der. so it rules out me leaving my tube in d toilet. so where d hell is it???? damn dat little devil. so cunning n sly. when i said devil i really meant it. im nt referring to ameera or any little kids. so wat can i do now is juz do more work. hu noes its a blessing in disguise. probably i shld do some evil deeds, well hu noes the little imp might think dat im one of dem n dat imp might juz return my tube. no harm trying heh? argh enuff of this devils n imps business.
u noe, der r alot of thoughts of mine i wanna type it here but it seems difficult for me. i understand dat some of my fellow team mates are not really happy abt the attendace and the commitment shown by some players which may include me. i dun really noe wat to say to dat. i think i've shown enuff commitment during my 2 yrs in sp. i've gone thru shitty moments bcos of my commitment towards the game n will go thru shitty moments again for it. its hard juggling wif my course(being in architecture makes it worst), my relationship(being wif someone hu objects against e game also dun reali help) n the game.i juz wanna say dat tho my passion n commitment for touch dun seem obvious, it's der. i think for those hu r enthu bt e game shld juz go easy on me or anybody elz if me or anyone dat disappoint u guys.der r more to life den juz touch. i may nt play an impt part in anyone's life but it kind of upset me when i know dat i, somehow disappoint my team mates. i've read their blogs n it took me alot of courage to pen this down. im not trying to offend anyone, juz giving my point of view. so sorry sab, vicki n candy if i did disappoint u guys n to e graduated seniors too. cant promise anything. am sorry for being a sensitive bitch too.
so i guess this must b the work of the devil. i bet der is this little devil lurking arnd my house n hid it when i was eating or dreaming away. the mystery of the missing tube! am i dat absent minded?? if i really cant find it back by today, i guess i probably haf to redraw every single work of mine ever since day one. how pathetic when the submission is this coming sat. if anyone see this tube of mine, pls pls pls tell me. save me the trouble of drawing again. i better start drawing anyway. no harm doing extra work. k ciaoz.
i hope everything will go smoothly. my life's been upside down recently. been having really bad diarrhea lately. hope it gets better n get rid of my fats.
yeah i feel lyk sleeping but nah not possible if not hw to even get thru 1st sem? i've got to get the hang of this. i must slp late, do more sketches, eat less, play less n stop this blogging shit. period.
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to do now. i mean my work. nt relationship or family prob or watever. hmmm i've been thinking real hard. damn it. i need my grp members. niway i miss my work place alot. miss doing the stuffs der. niway got to go back to my work. ciaoz.
u noe, der r alot of thoughts of mine i wanna type it here but it seems difficult for me. i understand dat some of my fellow team mates are not really happy abt the attendace and the commitment shown by some players which may include me. i dun really noe wat to say to dat. i think i've shown enuff commitment during my 2 yrs in sp. i've gone thru shitty moments bcos of my commitment towards the game n will go thru shitty moments again for it. its hard juggling wif my course(being in architecture makes it worst), my relationship(being wif someone hu objects against e game also dun reali help) n the game.i juz wanna say dat tho my passion n commitment for touch dun seem obvious, it's der. i think for those hu r enthu bt e game shld juz go easy on me or anybody elz if me or anyone dat disappoint u guys.der r more to life den juz touch. i may nt play an impt part in anyone's life but it kind of upset me when i know dat i, somehow disappoint my team mates. i've read their blogs n it took me alot of courage to pen this down. im not trying to offend anyone, juz giving my point of view. so sorry sab, vicki n candy if i did disappoint u guys n to e graduated seniors too. cant promise anything. am sorry for being a sensitive bitch too.
wat a shitty day --the mystery of the missing tube
arghh today sux totally. i dunno where the hell my frigging drawings are!!!!! i am n was so sure i brought it home yest. but my aunt n my unc kept telling me i din bring it home which make sense cos i wasnt carrying it in my hand, i put it in my bag. i was sure i left the toilet wif it in my bag n im sure i din take it on d way home. i mean y wld i take out the tube in the train or in the bus?? i was reading 8 days all d way. so i din take out anything except the mag n my purse.so i guess this must b the work of the devil. i bet der is this little devil lurking arnd my house n hid it when i was eating or dreaming away. the mystery of the missing tube! am i dat absent minded?? if i really cant find it back by today, i guess i probably haf to redraw every single work of mine ever since day one. how pathetic when the submission is this coming sat. if anyone see this tube of mine, pls pls pls tell me. save me the trouble of drawing again. i better start drawing anyway. no harm doing extra work. k ciaoz.
Friday, July 16, 2004
:,(
well i guess today din really go well after all. after all those laughter in d morning, der will definitely b tears went "missing". i went home n was greeted by ameera. "kak edah!!!" den she hugged me. made me happy for some time. by the time i gt home, i got an unfinished business dat my aunt wanna discuss wif me from my previous work place. since my aunt is werking der so she passed me d msg. apparently one of the doc's patient's report went missing n i was assisting dat doc on dat day.so i was kind of "responsible" for it. after toking wif my aunt, it wasnt really my fault cos the mri dun belong to e clinic but another hospital. so apparently the patient took back the mri n returned it to the respective hospital. n dat patient was from farah's hospital but i doubt she noes anything abt it. well i hope everything will b settled tmr morning when my aunt goes to work tmr.i hope everything will go smoothly. my life's been upside down recently. been having really bad diarrhea lately. hope it gets better n get rid of my fats.
morning
haha here i am looking at my baby cousin.okay she's nt really a baby, abt 2 n a half yrs old n she's amazed at a pantyliner's packaging. she meddles wif it asking me wat it is. haha probably it's bcos of the hot pink package. she even asked me to smell it n den she smells it. lOl she said it smells nice. cute ar? and she's entertaining herself wif my trg gears. argh she's hiding all my trg gears elsewhere cos she dun wan me to go skool. lol. naughty girl. she's freaking cute. my life wld b so mundane n boring without her. no one calling my name when im bathing, or hiding my 'cicak' n ask me to find it or do drawings wif me. c wat kids can do to make ur life more interesting? bah anyway i was juz abt to get ready n dis aish cancelled our grp meeting. bah now wat i am gonna do at home? so boring n i need info to do work. got trg today, i hope it wont rain n everything goes smoothly. :PThursday, July 15, 2004
work sux!
yeah i hate doing work but den i've got to love it so dat i wont hate it. confusing. wat i meant is dat, i got to haf passion for my work so dat my work wont become so tedious.yeah i feel lyk sleeping but nah not possible if not hw to even get thru 1st sem? i've got to get the hang of this. i must slp late, do more sketches, eat less, play less n stop this blogging shit. period.
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Wednesday, July 14, 2004
heh..
yeah my serious first blog now. feeling rather confused. hmm i dun really noe watto do now. i mean my work. nt relationship or family prob or watever. hmmm i've been thinking real hard. damn it. i need my grp members. niway i miss my work place alot. miss doing the stuffs der. niway got to go back to my work. ciaoz.