camp. great ppl. fabulous time. smiles.

just got back from the camp. had a very good time. a first timer for the 4pm camp, so it was an eye opener. a bonding session with them. being in the committee allowed me to bond with dem better. it was good.

i had a great time. i mean SERIOUSLY(serious masuk ward ar). i got to know yam, liyana, khairul, nora, zur,syai, kak sa'adah, fizah & fiza and the rsp ppl n the other tutors even better cos seriously once a week, two hours of teaching the kids din gif me the chance to know them at all. it was a good experience despite the lack of slp. words cant say much. all i can do is cherish the time i had and it was great having ppl to click with. the time at the pantai punggol was memorable. the sabotaging was evil *grin* the campfire was fabulous, games were crazy and the food was fantastic. may not had a huge turnout, but the kids were good. and of cos liz n fairuz were great. *smiles*i like wat i saw and e experience i had during the camp.the spirit to do things together, the advices and opinions that were voiced out. i feel more encouraged to do the stuffs i wanna do before the time is up. make me think dat sometimes life is not ONLY about wanting the best for urself, more like wanting only wats GOOD for you. in life, there is no time to be greedy. u get wat u deserve. listening to them talk, about the things, how they perceive of life. their expectations in life. good to share. syukur alhamdulillah that i was given the chance to go thru such phase. to noe them. really, words cant say it all. i reflected alot during the camp. i was not there only to haf fun, but to allow doing good deeds seeded in me and let it grow. im fascinated by every single one in the camp, with their characteristics n personalities. you guys are fabulous. im not a perfect person, i haf my flaws and everything. n if i was harsh at certain times, pls do forgive me. im only a mere human n learning.

there is this hadis dat someone said at the closing of e camp: " an angel is blessed with brains with no desires, an animal is blessed with desires but no brains. and we humans are blessed with both desires and brains. if we use our brain more than our desires den we r of a higher "darjat" than of an angel, and if we follow our desires more than of our brains den we r lower den of animal" (ps: this is a direct translation of it. i din literally translate it to my own understanding ya) i read it somewhere before but it was gd dat it was brought up. syai shared it with us, and i wanna share it with the rest.

overall. everything happens for a reason. everything is nicely planned. u dun question but to accept n go with it. haf faith in HIM above. from there u learn better. *smiles*

Friday, June 17, 2005