hmmm

who would know that ill be back to blogging here. it's been a while. since i blogged. too lazy, too tired.

speaking of tired, i am tired of a lot of things. of being in r/s that goes nowhere.

i miss some people. sabariah rashid. darius. rasyidi. but yet i make excuses to stay at home. well not exactly make excuses, but just...i dunno.

this few days, ive been feeling really down. especially at work. i just dun have the will to work. work makes me feel miserable. not sure what it is. you know, when you have this moment where you talk to urself? i do that all the time. and i ask myself. what's wrong? nothing seems rite. i dun lit up with all the answers i gave myself. music no longer cheers me up. sigh

you know, i think dreams are the biggest feelings *player*. dreams as in those you have when you sleep. It can make me feel so sad at one time and feel so loved in another. i think mayb thats why ive been feeling so depressed. dreams makes me feel and experience something that i cannot get in reality. not yet i hope. it makes me yearn for that happiness. that tranquility. anyhoo. maybe its just not the time yet.

or maybe its just the start of school that im putting on my serious mode.

whatever it is, at the end of the day, i don't feel like doing anything. if anything, i just wanna stay home. sigh.



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