haha had a grt time toking crap wif dem. somehow, wat dey said made me feel cheated. cheated out of my two yrs. dey purposely looked at the friendster. i dunno. i feel cheated. cheated u noe. wat we tok abt, bt life, bt r/s, bt marriage, bt men, makes me feel scared. dey relating situations dat involves betrayal n lust, deceitful ppl. greed for power. *shakes head*
n yeah, things change pretty fast, feelings too. bt wat fiza said in her blog. i dun really haf any comments for dat. i dun really wanna noe wat's d ans. i dun feel for him nimore. i can gurantee dat i guess. i just feel cheated!
we had a grp discussion. n den left for fiza's hse. talked more crap der, just chat bt past, present n future. n looked at hari raya pics. haha den went jp to walk arnd. lol argh, i missed dem alot.
somehow, after yest's episode, im feeling rather weird. i dunno. der is this tingling feeling. hmm.. ahah i dun wanna tink. heh. =p im nt sad or anything.
-dijadikan untuk seiringan, bukan dibelakangkan. Andai diperkecil, jalan dan tinggalkan. Usah kasihan pada yg tidak mengasihani- my fren dedicated to me. thanks fiza. been wanting to put this up. seriously i had a hard time understanding it at first. heh. but nw i understand n i make sure i wont b left behind.
i was nvr in ur tots until u needed me rite?
dun lie to urself, to me... cos it hurts, mayb nt u but me.
im feeling sorry for even typing it out here. but hell yeah i feel like throwing something at ur face.dun ask me why, u will nvr understand, u din understand me before n u nvr will. cos i was just der to help u, nt for u to understand. im sorry, i dun tnk i can b ur best fren at the moment.
im sure ur current bestfren can do anything for u. so let her take my place...n every responsiblities of mine...n dat includes helping u.
right now im just filled wif anger. angry at myself. pls, dun feel anything. u dun haf any rights to b feeling anything. dun approach me cos of this entry. im letting out everything dat's inside me.
i need to let it out or i'll go crazy. just for once, do it without me like wat u've been doing everyday since we went our separate ways.
Monday, November 29, 2004
i hate feeling this way, but it seems true enough..
im sorry, but i dun even think u deserve an apology.i was nvr in ur tots until u needed me rite?
dun lie to urself, to me... cos it hurts, mayb nt u but me.
im feeling sorry for even typing it out here. but hell yeah i feel like throwing something at ur face.dun ask me why, u will nvr understand, u din understand me before n u nvr will. cos i was just der to help u, nt for u to understand. im sorry, i dun tnk i can b ur best fren at the moment.
im sure ur current bestfren can do anything for u. so let her take my place...n every responsiblities of mine...n dat includes helping u.
right now im just filled wif anger. angry at myself. pls, dun feel anything. u dun haf any rights to b feeling anything. dun approach me cos of this entry. im letting out everything dat's inside me.
i need to let it out or i'll go crazy. just for once, do it without me like wat u've been doing everyday since we went our separate ways.
Sunday, November 28, 2004
had a grt day. *grins* shall update more tmr ar
just wanna say thanks to those hu make it for today's outing. from the bottomt of my heart. for making d effort. appreciate it. haha alrite. im tired.
just wanna say thanks to those hu make it for today's outing. from the bottomt of my heart. for making d effort. appreciate it. haha alrite. im tired.
Saturday, November 27, 2004
hmmm, gt ppl buih. idiot. sad ar. anyway e unc giving 40 seater. totally hu to stuff in the bus ar. sian.
f@rk!! im feeling real shitty u noe. haha i need ppl to tok to. shittos. i've changed alot of stuff here cos i DUN WANT u to get the wrg impression. argh. sorry ar fiza, if u happen to read this, nt feeling gd. can someone slap me pls. candy cannot ar, collect so many already.
f@rk!! im feeling real shitty u noe. haha i need ppl to tok to. shittos. i've changed alot of stuff here cos i DUN WANT u to get the wrg impression. argh. sorry ar fiza, if u happen to read this, nt feeling gd. can someone slap me pls. candy cannot ar, collect so many already.
im super tired, thus explained y i din blog the past few days but anyway i wanna wish Chester HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY! hope u r having a grt time.
initially i wanted to slp n den call the girls but i cldnt. noe wat,
the 3 days job wif daph n vic was pretty good.
this morning was pretty bland, boring n i was feeling real weird but daph came n saved my day.
the money is good, the FOOD was frigging hell good man. lol
me n daph today went on a food rampage. sushi, lemon tarts, cheesecakes, pizzassss haha damn. it was damn good. argh haha i really enjoyed my time today, somehow wif daph. thanks daph. for making my day good. tok crap also. bah.
and der is this one hong kong doc, totally interested in daph!! haha c daph, ur pretty attractive huh. must b the red shirt. very alluring n eye catching, the other girls cant make it. lol i cant help it, but laff at tots of the doc looking at daph, finding ways to tok to her. muahaha peeping and stealing glances at daph. *smiles*
i wonder how it went. haha cant wait for next week eh. love you daph.
i saw dr yap on thurs n fri. haha i noe both of my ears went red whenever i talk to him cos i cld feel the heat. i felt stupid after dat cos he obviously cld c my ears. urgh, his smile is soooo heart melting. it's just an infatuation. it wont go beyond dat. but really, the congress was satisfying in a way. good supervisors, good company, good food n good money, wat else can i ask for? mayb some gd looking docs ar but dat's okay.
im sensitive u noe, cant help it lah. i typed alot of stuffs in my fone, dat's lyk my mobile blog. wat i tot n felt rite at dat moment n im lazy to transfer it here. it doesn matter.
eh eh, i wanted to buy the adidas bag! haha but nvm, i think the red/orange bag is pretty cool. m still looking out for nicer bags. i take my time when im buying stuffs for myself, dat's y i lose out to suzi n ro. hmmrp. haha sad eh.
im still thinking bt r/s. hw hurtful it is, n it's nt all abt rainbows n butterflies. but if i happen to fall for someone, i cant stop myself frm feeling dat way rite. im scared. of falling again. of making the wrong choice again.
i need a good nite slp today. i really do. tmr must wake up early again. e past few days was really good. din haf the time to tink abt anything upsetting. n i wan to watch movie again. but where got suhhperman? bedek ar suzi.
initially i wanted to slp n den call the girls but i cldnt. noe wat,
the 3 days job wif daph n vic was pretty good.
this morning was pretty bland, boring n i was feeling real weird but daph came n saved my day.
the money is good, the FOOD was frigging hell good man. lol
me n daph today went on a food rampage. sushi, lemon tarts, cheesecakes, pizzassss haha damn. it was damn good. argh haha i really enjoyed my time today, somehow wif daph. thanks daph. for making my day good. tok crap also. bah.
and der is this one hong kong doc, totally interested in daph!! haha c daph, ur pretty attractive huh. must b the red shirt. very alluring n eye catching, the other girls cant make it. lol i cant help it, but laff at tots of the doc looking at daph, finding ways to tok to her. muahaha peeping and stealing glances at daph. *smiles*
i wonder how it went. haha cant wait for next week eh. love you daph.
i saw dr yap on thurs n fri. haha i noe both of my ears went red whenever i talk to him cos i cld feel the heat. i felt stupid after dat cos he obviously cld c my ears. urgh, his smile is soooo heart melting. it's just an infatuation. it wont go beyond dat. but really, the congress was satisfying in a way. good supervisors, good company, good food n good money, wat else can i ask for? mayb some gd looking docs ar but dat's okay.
im sensitive u noe, cant help it lah. i typed alot of stuffs in my fone, dat's lyk my mobile blog. wat i tot n felt rite at dat moment n im lazy to transfer it here. it doesn matter.
eh eh, i wanted to buy the adidas bag! haha but nvm, i think the red/orange bag is pretty cool. m still looking out for nicer bags. i take my time when im buying stuffs for myself, dat's y i lose out to suzi n ro. hmmrp. haha sad eh.
im still thinking bt r/s. hw hurtful it is, n it's nt all abt rainbows n butterflies. but if i happen to fall for someone, i cant stop myself frm feeling dat way rite. im scared. of falling again. of making the wrong choice again.
i need a good nite slp today. i really do. tmr must wake up early again. e past few days was really good. din haf the time to tink abt anything upsetting. n i wan to watch movie again. but where got suhhperman? bedek ar suzi.
Thursday, November 25, 2004
muahahaha, the movie was good. really. i love the company too. more outings n movies lyk this pls. *grins* im glad i din gif it a miss.
u noe i cant rem wat i did in the morn. lol
just used the net i guess n tok crap n b mean to someone. lol
im starting to feel light. haha light headed mayb? i dunno. lotsa things happened recently. dun ask me why n wat. m still thinking bt the hari raya outing. someting bt it. im nt expecting anything or doing anythng bt it tho. i like the company i haf now. love you all. * grin madly* lol
u noe i cant rem wat i did in the morn. lol
just used the net i guess n tok crap n b mean to someone. lol
im starting to feel light. haha light headed mayb? i dunno. lotsa things happened recently. dun ask me why n wat. m still thinking bt the hari raya outing. someting bt it. im nt expecting anything or doing anythng bt it tho. i like the company i haf now. love you all. * grin madly* lol
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
shittos, i've grown fatter. i wont deny dat fact. even my fav doc said so. n some mean ass ppl said it to even bring me down. hmmrp. im just too happy. dat's y eat alot. or i m just drowning myself wif food. i dunno. wonders.
but there will be remnants of it, to remind of its existence.
n possibilities of rekindling it. or in the scar context, wound on top of the scar, scarring it even deeper, making it even less possible to remove. or forget.
all i noe, my craves to be treated right and nice remains resolute. i tink i noe wat i deserve. until dat happens, i shall remain single.
Babe you leave me confused
Dont know if I should let you know
or wait it out girl
Wish I knew just what to do
Im so confused
i like this song. suits my mood now. and dat song Something abt you by five for fighting, reminds me of someone, without fail.
matters of heart, no one knows.
i presume, just like scars, feelings too fades away.but there will be remnants of it, to remind of its existence.
n possibilities of rekindling it. or in the scar context, wound on top of the scar, scarring it even deeper, making it even less possible to remove. or forget.
all i noe, my craves to be treated right and nice remains resolute. i tink i noe wat i deserve. until dat happens, i shall remain single.
Babe you leave me confused
Dont know if I should let you know
or wait it out girl
Wish I knew just what to do
Im so confused
i like this song. suits my mood now. and dat song Something abt you by five for fighting, reminds me of someone, without fail.
Tuesday, November 23, 2004
muahaha haven been updating my blog but before i say anything, i wanna wish s i t i s a b a r i a h HAPPY 19th Birthday!!! muacks hope u had grt time today.
hmm i tink i just update from wat i remember ar.
sunday evening
went to my unc's hse at woodland. the one on my late mum's side. hahah the baby, wah damn chubby. i tink he adores me. cos he kept crawling back to me.n had pizza u noe. heh had a hard time finding his hse, lucky gt this couple very friendly, told us the correct directions if nt i hantam2 my brother already for giving the wrg directions, n reached home pretty late. so again, too tired to update the blog.
mon, the outing itself.
met the drama queen n aish at jurong east at 10 am u noe!!
haha so frigging early, lyk want to go to skool but gerek ar.
shereen n her drama mama moves, went to fiza hse first. bah miss dem lots u noe. had a grt time updating n crapping. cam biase. haha sorry ar shereen, mamat taken ar. still gt me, me n me rite? and the food ar, shiok sia. eat n eat n eat. growing fat already. still gt sunday to go.
overall, the outing went well i guess. xcept for some ppl hu didn turn up, spoiler ar.
today. work.outing.trg.sab's bday.
muahahaha i love work today. just for today, xcept the part where i haf to sit n call patients. its tedious to keep calling n calling. i dunno, i tink im infatuated wif dr yap. he can make me smile non stop. he's manly. n calm, very serene. i like. finally had a decent conversation wif him, i tink i blushed alot. haha n i cldn stop smiling. i miss him lah. since the last few mths i assisted him. he's super duper nice. just nice. period.
by right, i had to skip trg cos got jalan raya wif my fam. but i had to go down to skool bcos of someone s p e c i a l, haha u mean alot okay! so yep. didn get to follow in e afternoon wif dem cos got work but nvm. i guess tonite was splendid eh? haha alrite. im gg to slp. haha busy busy busy, lyk the bees. heh. tmr must wake up early. bah.
hmm i tink i just update from wat i remember ar.
sunday evening
went to my unc's hse at woodland. the one on my late mum's side. hahah the baby, wah damn chubby. i tink he adores me. cos he kept crawling back to me.n had pizza u noe. heh had a hard time finding his hse, lucky gt this couple very friendly, told us the correct directions if nt i hantam2 my brother already for giving the wrg directions, n reached home pretty late. so again, too tired to update the blog.
mon, the outing itself.
met the drama queen n aish at jurong east at 10 am u noe!!
haha so frigging early, lyk want to go to skool but gerek ar.
shereen n her drama mama moves, went to fiza hse first. bah miss dem lots u noe. had a grt time updating n crapping. cam biase. haha sorry ar shereen, mamat taken ar. still gt me, me n me rite? and the food ar, shiok sia. eat n eat n eat. growing fat already. still gt sunday to go.
overall, the outing went well i guess. xcept for some ppl hu didn turn up, spoiler ar.
today. work.outing.trg.sab's bday.
muahahaha i love work today. just for today, xcept the part where i haf to sit n call patients. its tedious to keep calling n calling. i dunno, i tink im infatuated wif dr yap. he can make me smile non stop. he's manly. n calm, very serene. i like. finally had a decent conversation wif him, i tink i blushed alot. haha n i cldn stop smiling. i miss him lah. since the last few mths i assisted him. he's super duper nice. just nice. period.
by right, i had to skip trg cos got jalan raya wif my fam. but i had to go down to skool bcos of someone s p e c i a l, haha u mean alot okay! so yep. didn get to follow in e afternoon wif dem cos got work but nvm. i guess tonite was splendid eh? haha alrite. im gg to slp. haha busy busy busy, lyk the bees. heh. tmr must wake up early. bah.
Sunday, November 21, 2004
im feeling irritated.
der seem to b a war going on in my mind. one person telling me this and another telling me dat when im actually in the middle, wasn even thinking of anything. im just enjoying the way things r going and den dey had to come n provoke my peaceful mind and make me think all this. im just tired of thinkin bt it. watever is done, is done. doing more will only worsen the situation. just dun b selfish. u had ur chance, but u diminished it by doing watever ur doing. this are just my tots.
im nvr bothered by hypocrites, cos i believe u reap wat u sow.
but a fren whom i considered one of the closest, to do this to me.
it badly burn my heart n scarred it deep.
transparent, boring, predictable?
qualities dat a good fren shldn haf? agreeable?
apparently dat was me. n i dont deserve a fren. rite?
bullshit. just plain bullshit.
der seem to b a war going on in my mind. one person telling me this and another telling me dat when im actually in the middle, wasn even thinking of anything. im just enjoying the way things r going and den dey had to come n provoke my peaceful mind and make me think all this. im just tired of thinkin bt it. watever is done, is done. doing more will only worsen the situation. just dun b selfish. u had ur chance, but u diminished it by doing watever ur doing. this are just my tots.
im nvr bothered by hypocrites, cos i believe u reap wat u sow.
but a fren whom i considered one of the closest, to do this to me.
it badly burn my heart n scarred it deep.
transparent, boring, predictable?
qualities dat a good fren shldn haf? agreeable?
apparently dat was me. n i dont deserve a fren. rite?
bullshit. just plain bullshit.
Saturday, November 20, 2004
hmm, shutter was wicked. really. scary but funny. in some way, thanks to certain ppl in e cinema. lol
laffing out after each scary scenes. i like the toilet paper part. haha shiok.
i hate doing nth at home, cos dat will only mean one thing. stuffin myself wif more food.
cant wait 4 mon. get to c the darls. *grin* darn miss dem lots. really i do.
pierced my left ear. been wanting to do dat since duno when, but argh forget the past. heh. i did it. will probably close it when i get sick of it. wont b long i tink.
laffing out after each scary scenes. i like the toilet paper part. haha shiok.
i hate doing nth at home, cos dat will only mean one thing. stuffin myself wif more food.
cant wait 4 mon. get to c the darls. *grin* darn miss dem lots. really i do.
pierced my left ear. been wanting to do dat since duno when, but argh forget the past. heh. i did it. will probably close it when i get sick of it. wont b long i tink.
Friday, November 19, 2004
muahaha, okay today was gd. met the girls b4 gg for trg.
went arnd kino looking at books. i want to buy some of the books. heh wait ar. must buy my boots first. haha
den went to eat wif sabby, ro n daph. muahaha sab sab. food only. *shakes head* haha
trg was okay2 i guess. just brushing up on our codes. m looking forward to play more with the rest so dat the chemistry will b der. haha ivp impt ar.
went to eat dinner wif sab, ro n dapn n adam again! haha i love slacking wif dem. just thinking bt it makes me smile. watching shutter. someone said it's super scary. looking forward to it. muahaha. darn it's been a long time since i watched movie in a big grp. gonna bring my trusty sweater. gd for covering face. lol
hmmm, eleta offered me a job at a special skool childcare. i really dun mind working der. i've been wanting to work at a childcare centre, but one for the special kids wld even be better. it feels good to be able to help n reach out to them. i hope i get it. haha
yest wasn particularly gd for me. nt bcos of trg. just felt hurt. went back to nni clinic just for one day. again, working der open up my eyes( nt literally ar). bt ppl, how they behave, how bitchy dey can get. lyk wat sab said its a dog eats dog world rite?
there were moments where i cld see rite thru their mind, wat they were thinking abt, wat dey gonna do and how they feel and i pity them for being the way they are. there were also moments that they cld haf help but preferred to keep mum. i guess, seeing someone's else downfall is a pleasure to them. i felt disgusted, really after recalling back wat their motives were abt. i may seem naive or just dumb but i guess i prefer to just keep quiet bt it n nt make a mountain out of a molehill.sometimes im aware of everything that's gg on, but letting ppl noe wat i noe wld only spell trouble. well bottom line is, there is nth i can do abt this. der are also good ppl, no worries. those dat are willing to help, i thank god for dat. *smiles*
hmmm, just a tot. if u want ppl to respect u, first, respect urself n the others.
hmm trg was okay, din really get to play proper touch. somehow it felt surreal. distant. drmt of touch again. heh
to understand yourself, observe human behaviour
to understand the human behaviour, question yourself
went to the cemetery today, visited my mum's n grandma's graves. tried hard nt to tear. it was tiring cos we din haf any transport n the sun was freaking hot. today must haf been my lucky day, cos i met a few gd ppl. all i can say is syukur alhamdullilah.
n oh yah. why do i even bother thinking bt someone hu is not even thinking bt me? a qn dat i've been asking myself. probably, im just trying to forget certain ppl so therefore i divert(copyrighted frm candy) my tots to other ppl. hmm. bah.
hmm y r der emotions? lol i've asked this b4 n im asking again. all those feelings like jealousy and hatred. it makes ppl evil. dont they? ppl plotting against each other, ppl hating each other. haha im trying my best nt to hate or dislike ppl, its best to keep our hearts clean n appreciate ppl the way they are. *smiles*
i miss my mum. its different, without her. felt mundane. boring. i cant describe the feeling.im just nt myself. everyone wasnt, just abit too quiet. hope tmr will b more merrier.
changed the layout of the furniture in my room. im very particular bt my slping position. i dun like my feet facing the door,any door. just dun feel good abt it. nt bt feng shui or watever. just dun like it so i had to change the position of my bed.
saw this yan dao gerl at my aunt's place. cldnt help but stare. she just got the style, her dressing, her height n her look. haha dun get me wrg. im not a les, i tink. lol but she's gd looking ar. even my sis said so. i like her trucker cap. chester influenced me wif his obsession of trucker caps. heh
received hari raya card frm malik. so swt rite. but it was picture of him. hw vain but nvrtheless appreciate the effort. anyway the card. i tink everyone gt the same eh? thanks malik.
bah i miss her. her presence. anyhoo, selamat hari raya to all e muslims, maaf zahir dan batin. :D
went arnd kino looking at books. i want to buy some of the books. heh wait ar. must buy my boots first. haha
den went to eat wif sabby, ro n daph. muahaha sab sab. food only. *shakes head* haha
trg was okay2 i guess. just brushing up on our codes. m looking forward to play more with the rest so dat the chemistry will b der. haha ivp impt ar.
went to eat dinner wif sab, ro n dapn n adam again! haha i love slacking wif dem. just thinking bt it makes me smile. watching shutter. someone said it's super scary. looking forward to it. muahaha. darn it's been a long time since i watched movie in a big grp. gonna bring my trusty sweater. gd for covering face. lol
hmmm, eleta offered me a job at a special skool childcare. i really dun mind working der. i've been wanting to work at a childcare centre, but one for the special kids wld even be better. it feels good to be able to help n reach out to them. i hope i get it. haha
Wednesday, November 17, 2004
facts dat i learnt yest.things dat made me wiser
haven been gg online like i used to. kind of tired. erm actually no, i was giving my sis the green light to finish up her projects. her last yr so yeah lots of projects.yest wasn particularly gd for me. nt bcos of trg. just felt hurt. went back to nni clinic just for one day. again, working der open up my eyes( nt literally ar). bt ppl, how they behave, how bitchy dey can get. lyk wat sab said its a dog eats dog world rite?
there were moments where i cld see rite thru their mind, wat they were thinking abt, wat dey gonna do and how they feel and i pity them for being the way they are. there were also moments that they cld haf help but preferred to keep mum. i guess, seeing someone's else downfall is a pleasure to them. i felt disgusted, really after recalling back wat their motives were abt. i may seem naive or just dumb but i guess i prefer to just keep quiet bt it n nt make a mountain out of a molehill.sometimes im aware of everything that's gg on, but letting ppl noe wat i noe wld only spell trouble. well bottom line is, there is nth i can do abt this. der are also good ppl, no worries. those dat are willing to help, i thank god for dat. *smiles*
hmmm, just a tot. if u want ppl to respect u, first, respect urself n the others.
hmm trg was okay, din really get to play proper touch. somehow it felt surreal. distant. drmt of touch again. heh
to understand yourself, observe human behaviour
to understand the human behaviour, question yourself
went to the cemetery today, visited my mum's n grandma's graves. tried hard nt to tear. it was tiring cos we din haf any transport n the sun was freaking hot. today must haf been my lucky day, cos i met a few gd ppl. all i can say is syukur alhamdullilah.
n oh yah. why do i even bother thinking bt someone hu is not even thinking bt me? a qn dat i've been asking myself. probably, im just trying to forget certain ppl so therefore i divert(copyrighted frm candy) my tots to other ppl. hmm. bah.
Monday, November 15, 2004
beauty is only skin deep, its wat on the inside that matters..
just a tot, i tink im a bit bias. i classified all my friends beautiful. think cos i noe dem? i guess my judgements are based on the inside of their heart. if i noe dem, den i'll probably think they r pretty or gd looking cos it doesn take only the exterior outlook to make up a person rite? hmm for example, if der is this so called gorgeous girl and her attitude is like shit den she cant be called pretty cos she isnt at all. if only we can look at ppl the same way shallow hal looked at ppl. i think life wld be wonderful.hmm y r der emotions? lol i've asked this b4 n im asking again. all those feelings like jealousy and hatred. it makes ppl evil. dont they? ppl plotting against each other, ppl hating each other. haha im trying my best nt to hate or dislike ppl, its best to keep our hearts clean n appreciate ppl the way they are. *smiles*
Sunday, November 14, 2004
nth grt.
erm, u noe i dun really noe wat to say. the feeling is different. different, dat's all.i miss my mum. its different, without her. felt mundane. boring. i cant describe the feeling.im just nt myself. everyone wasnt, just abit too quiet. hope tmr will b more merrier.
changed the layout of the furniture in my room. im very particular bt my slping position. i dun like my feet facing the door,any door. just dun feel good abt it. nt bt feng shui or watever. just dun like it so i had to change the position of my bed.
saw this yan dao gerl at my aunt's place. cldnt help but stare. she just got the style, her dressing, her height n her look. haha dun get me wrg. im not a les, i tink. lol but she's gd looking ar. even my sis said so. i like her trucker cap. chester influenced me wif his obsession of trucker caps. heh
received hari raya card frm malik. so swt rite. but it was picture of him. hw vain but nvrtheless appreciate the effort. anyway the card. i tink everyone gt the same eh? thanks malik.
bah i miss her. her presence. anyhoo, selamat hari raya to all e muslims, maaf zahir dan batin. :D
Friday, November 12, 2004
i saw my baby cousin!! muhammad syazwan. :D he's adorable.
aint he cute?
wat was i thinking?
abt those tots i had when i was @ the hosp. i tot alot of stuffs, tot i cldnt live without huever dat person is. thank god i wasnt dat impulsive, dat i waited. i was so close to doing it. forget it, im mean. so wat? ur meaner den me. hmmrp. i love all my baby cousins. n i gt 8 of dem now! lol his hair is so soft n long. n he's heavy for a day old baby. *grin*
aint he cute?
wat was i thinking?
abt those tots i had when i was @ the hosp. i tot alot of stuffs, tot i cldnt live without huever dat person is. thank god i wasnt dat impulsive, dat i waited. i was so close to doing it. forget it, im mean. so wat? ur meaner den me. hmmrp. i love all my baby cousins. n i gt 8 of dem now! lol his hair is so soft n long. n he's heavy for a day old baby. *grin*
muahaha its 7.50 am n im feeling excited. dun really noe how to explain. i've just got another baby cousin!!
haha a baby boy weighing 4.01kg. wah. pretty heavy. haha cant wait to go n visit her. i wanna go n bath soon n get out of my hse. i dunno. i love this aunt of mine tho she's fierce. she's been der thru thick n thick. we both n my sis shared alot of things together. hmmm shes only 9 yrs olders den me ar.
muahahah i cant wait. im excited, elated, proud, and everything that has the same meaning as happy. lol i noe someone hu feels just abt the same. too bad she cant follow. :P other time eh girl.
haha i cant stop smiling. wat a joyous affair. *grin widely* i love babies.
i miss certain ppl. i dunno y. and i even drmt abt touch. haha it was just outside my window. the big field. everyone was der. we played touch. haah it was lyk a league. ro n suzi dunno do wat. n farah was wearing this flowery green shirt wif shorts on, waiting to play. i rmbr her cos she looked pretty weird(must b my guilty conscious eating me up).while the rest was playing.lol n i drmt my hair gt chopped off n it was darn ugly. lol i mean the person did it un-professionally. n dat person is none other dat d piggy. i felt lyk strangling her in the drm. wth. lol
haha a baby boy weighing 4.01kg. wah. pretty heavy. haha cant wait to go n visit her. i wanna go n bath soon n get out of my hse. i dunno. i love this aunt of mine tho she's fierce. she's been der thru thick n thick. we both n my sis shared alot of things together. hmmm shes only 9 yrs olders den me ar.
muahahah i cant wait. im excited, elated, proud, and everything that has the same meaning as happy. lol i noe someone hu feels just abt the same. too bad she cant follow. :P other time eh girl.
haha i cant stop smiling. wat a joyous affair. *grin widely* i love babies.
i miss certain ppl. i dunno y. and i even drmt abt touch. haha it was just outside my window. the big field. everyone was der. we played touch. haah it was lyk a league. ro n suzi dunno do wat. n farah was wearing this flowery green shirt wif shorts on, waiting to play. i rmbr her cos she looked pretty weird(must b my guilty conscious eating me up).while the rest was playing.lol n i drmt my hair gt chopped off n it was darn ugly. lol i mean the person did it un-professionally. n dat person is none other dat d piggy. i felt lyk strangling her in the drm. wth. lol
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
just a tot, it's amazing how one person can just brighten up ur day, and yet u can feel totally like shit toking to another person. well, it's all in the mind.
haha i like to haf happy tots in my mind n yeah smile or laff to myself. probably dat's y i attracted mad ppl recently. i seem to haf this aura arnd me dat calls out to this kind of ppl. nt the first time i experience it. wonder y. cos i admit i haf this arrogant face when im by myself. lol wth. nevertheless, i lyk thinking. thinking bt ppl and y dey do their stuffs. heh.
haha i like to haf happy tots in my mind n yeah smile or laff to myself. probably dat's y i attracted mad ppl recently. i seem to haf this aura arnd me dat calls out to this kind of ppl. nt the first time i experience it. wonder y. cos i admit i haf this arrogant face when im by myself. lol wth. nevertheless, i lyk thinking. thinking bt ppl and y dey do their stuffs. heh.
this yr seems so different.
no semangat for hari raya. seems awkward.
i kind of expect it. no grandparents to visit, n everyone's priority changed
y? haha i dunno. i cant b ungrateful bt everything and complain. everything seems incomplete.
i miss my mum. few more days.
i wanted to get away on the eve of hari raya, but my aunt told me to acc my dad. he's alone now.
bah. i felt bad for even thinking bt it after dat.
lol i better start cleaning up. cant wait for another trg. i've been thinking bt it like some love sick girl.
no semangat for hari raya. seems awkward.
i kind of expect it. no grandparents to visit, n everyone's priority changed
y? haha i dunno. i cant b ungrateful bt everything and complain. everything seems incomplete.
i miss my mum. few more days.
i wanted to get away on the eve of hari raya, but my aunt told me to acc my dad. he's alone now.
bah. i felt bad for even thinking bt it after dat.
lol i better start cleaning up. cant wait for another trg. i've been thinking bt it like some love sick girl.
Tuesday, November 09, 2004
okay im back. im just thinking.
if i ever was insensitive to any of you guys, pls forgive me.
if i ever did ignore you guys, forgive me again.
if i ever did something wrg and not know wat it is, pls pardon my ignorance
cos i wont know wat mistakes ive made till you tell me.
i love my frens, really i do. u guys r the only ones dat keeps me sane after ALL dat things dat happened recently. my mum, my other half, my fam n my life... appreciate u guys lots.
if i ever was insensitive to any of you guys, pls forgive me.
if i ever did ignore you guys, forgive me again.
if i ever did something wrg and not know wat it is, pls pardon my ignorance
cos i wont know wat mistakes ive made till you tell me.
i love my frens, really i do. u guys r the only ones dat keeps me sane after ALL dat things dat happened recently. my mum, my other half, my fam n my life... appreciate u guys lots.
every morning, when i wake up, i get all the feelings jumbled up like the jigsaw puzzle.
before i go to slp i'll feel kinda satisfied wif the day, like the jigsaw puzzles are completed n the next morning the jigsaw puzle pieces seems to be everywhere. im feeling everything single thing.
friends, relationship, family and my mum. it hits me back every single morning. and all i can do is just to put back every single pieces back in place, sort out my feelings back. console myself that after all dat's how life is. n probably things will get better. it's hard tho but i tink i managed it somehow, dat's explain y im still alive n kicking n smiling.
okay i shall continue again, was rushing n din manage to complete this.
mayb i shld just take it back. i don't haf the energy to counterback watever dat someone said. mayb ltr at nite, when i haf e energy to tink or the mood, den i'll do it. lol
sometimes, things dat u fear the most are more likely to happen if u keep dwelling on it. u shld just things be the way it is and nt expect anything from it. get wat i mean? if u dun, tell me. i'll be more den happy to explain.
before i go to slp i'll feel kinda satisfied wif the day, like the jigsaw puzzles are completed n the next morning the jigsaw puzle pieces seems to be everywhere. im feeling everything single thing.
friends, relationship, family and my mum. it hits me back every single morning. and all i can do is just to put back every single pieces back in place, sort out my feelings back. console myself that after all dat's how life is. n probably things will get better. it's hard tho but i tink i managed it somehow, dat's explain y im still alive n kicking n smiling.
okay i shall continue again, was rushing n din manage to complete this.
mayb i shld just take it back. i don't haf the energy to counterback watever dat someone said. mayb ltr at nite, when i haf e energy to tink or the mood, den i'll do it. lol
sometimes, things dat u fear the most are more likely to happen if u keep dwelling on it. u shld just things be the way it is and nt expect anything from it. get wat i mean? if u dun, tell me. i'll be more den happy to explain.
Sunday, November 07, 2004
hmm just feel lyk blogging again. m bored.
din get to catch my sunday cartoons cos i din feel lyk it.
i was just thinking. im feeling al mixed up.
im starting
to feel different
to feel distant
to feel myself again
to feel somehow i did the right thing
starting to feel dat things r falling nicely in place
starting to feel happy for you both tho it hurts
cos i can reminisce back on old times together
and yet smile cos somewhere der we were having a gd time
how much i felt for you, it was deep no doubt bt dat
i no longer tear dat ur no longer mine.
haha cos im smiling while typing this down.
just take care of the other half alrite. *smiles*
i lyk this song, by Usher n Alicia Keys. My Boo. nice.
n Superstar by Jamelia
or by Nelly or Sean Paul
i like this kind of songs.
the beats. makes me wanna move wif d music.
like the Shark Tale's soundtrack. super groovy. nice
i will buy it if i get extra cash.
but i like five for fighting, train n coldplay too. heh
n right nw, i've gt fetish for guys wif long hair. nt really long, juz beneath the ear length.
it's just a passing phase, it'll go away. lol i've gt fetish for botak guys too. weird eh. lol
din get to catch my sunday cartoons cos i din feel lyk it.
i was just thinking. im feeling al mixed up.
im starting
to feel different
to feel distant
to feel myself again
to feel somehow i did the right thing
starting to feel dat things r falling nicely in place
starting to feel happy for you both tho it hurts
cos i can reminisce back on old times together
and yet smile cos somewhere der we were having a gd time
how much i felt for you, it was deep no doubt bt dat
i no longer tear dat ur no longer mine.
haha cos im smiling while typing this down.
just take care of the other half alrite. *smiles*
i lyk this song, by Usher n Alicia Keys. My Boo. nice.
n Superstar by Jamelia
or by Nelly or Sean Paul
i like this kind of songs.
the beats. makes me wanna move wif d music.
like the Shark Tale's soundtrack. super groovy. nice
i will buy it if i get extra cash.
but i like five for fighting, train n coldplay too. heh
n right nw, i've gt fetish for guys wif long hair. nt really long, juz beneath the ear length.
it's just a passing phase, it'll go away. lol i've gt fetish for botak guys too. weird eh. lol
just woke up. im super tired. my eys was puffy, my nose sucks. muahaha but nevertheless i enjoyed my day yest.
im super dark now. spent the whole day at sentosa wif the gerls playing touch. haha the sun was scorching hot. nt something i wld do but for touch sake, i played on.i had fun. dats all. wif d babes n a couple of hunks lol.went to eat dinner n den proceed to starbucks. lol each of us updating ourself wif the current news. damn i must repair my antenna. haha rusty alredy. oh yah shared ice cream wif fei n amb. it was super heaven. lol chocolate fugde almond. im kind of haf cravings for it now. wanna try the choco chip almond. soon soon.
hmm lucky amb n fei was arnd yest, or i prob wldnt haf known wat to do. at 11.40, n der wasn any last train to city hall n yest was sat nite! *rolls eyes* wth. took nightrider home n cabby home. m feeling glad dat i haf the babes. but den again i wld probably got stuck at the bus stop wif dat dreadlock guy. *evil grin* he aint dat super gd looking anyway, i wld haf preferred his fren. lol alrite. :D
damn, skool is over n yet the work is never ending. pls remind me to do my work. cos i've got tons to do. lol
oh yah, im going back to work jus for one day. well it doesn matter as long as i can c my dr yap or dr gan or the new gd looking doc. lol im nt expecting anything, just miss assisting him. n i miss my dear fren. haha im going to work wif her again. yay. okay no big deal.lol
im super dark now. spent the whole day at sentosa wif the gerls playing touch. haha the sun was scorching hot. nt something i wld do but for touch sake, i played on.i had fun. dats all. wif d babes n a couple of hunks lol.went to eat dinner n den proceed to starbucks. lol each of us updating ourself wif the current news. damn i must repair my antenna. haha rusty alredy. oh yah shared ice cream wif fei n amb. it was super heaven. lol chocolate fugde almond. im kind of haf cravings for it now. wanna try the choco chip almond. soon soon.
hmm lucky amb n fei was arnd yest, or i prob wldnt haf known wat to do. at 11.40, n der wasn any last train to city hall n yest was sat nite! *rolls eyes* wth. took nightrider home n cabby home. m feeling glad dat i haf the babes. but den again i wld probably got stuck at the bus stop wif dat dreadlock guy. *evil grin* he aint dat super gd looking anyway, i wld haf preferred his fren. lol alrite. :D
damn, skool is over n yet the work is never ending. pls remind me to do my work. cos i've got tons to do. lol
oh yah, im going back to work jus for one day. well it doesn matter as long as i can c my dr yap or dr gan or the new gd looking doc. lol im nt expecting anything, just miss assisting him. n i miss my dear fren. haha im going to work wif her again. yay. okay no big deal.lol
Saturday, November 06, 2004
alritey. im tired. really tired. been 2 days in a row, coming home pretty late. BUT im starting to feel good. tmr is yet another day. funny how things falls nicely in place.
went out wif aish n ches to funan.trimmed my hair at kimage. nth major tho i did consider cutting my hair real short. but hari raya coming. i dun look pretty in short hair. lol *rolls eyes*
went walkin arnd for awhile. hmm din really feel comfortable at first. i guess i was pretty harsh to someone. m sorry. well, cant blame me.
went to skool, tok crap wif the babes n yeah d guys. haha it was really nice. we had buffet u noe!
yummy food. i loved the otah2, spicy n the honeyed chicken n the siew mai n satay n more lah. broke fast together wif d malay peeps. nice, wif all the nice food. haha n my classmates was pretty cool, cos dey ate together wif us. it felt good. damn. if only this happens every submission.
had briefing, nth much. just more work to do. din get to noe my result cos i guess something happened to d lecturer.
went to great world city in huge grp. ladder 49 was superb. really. it's a good show. worth my 10 bucks cabby fare. heh. the actors was really good. the brave of the bravest. touching.
i wanna die a noble death, be it in fire, shot in the head or caught some deadly virus. at least b4 i die, i know i was doing a good deed.
hmmm, in frenship, i guess we haf to expect the unexpected. a pact is just something dat we declare openly, but even if its nt declared openly, it is declared in the heart, just a matter of having faith in it. the effort put in it plays a part. getting hurt n hurting ppl is just part of life, endure it n den learn from it. make the best of everything. anything dat hurts u, wisen u up. :P
in d cinema, i was just thinking how it felt again to like another someone after a separation. i felt it at the cinema, while watching the movie, e part where the guy fell for e girl. i tink i noe hw u felt, finding someone else to fall for. it's just a new experience. needing someone to be there for u. someone paying attention to watever u say, someone hu is keen on finding new things bt u. exhilirating i guess. i respect dat. someday, i wanna feel dat but nt now.
went out wif aish n ches to funan.trimmed my hair at kimage. nth major tho i did consider cutting my hair real short. but hari raya coming. i dun look pretty in short hair. lol *rolls eyes*
went walkin arnd for awhile. hmm din really feel comfortable at first. i guess i was pretty harsh to someone. m sorry. well, cant blame me.
went to skool, tok crap wif the babes n yeah d guys. haha it was really nice. we had buffet u noe!
yummy food. i loved the otah2, spicy n the honeyed chicken n the siew mai n satay n more lah. broke fast together wif d malay peeps. nice, wif all the nice food. haha n my classmates was pretty cool, cos dey ate together wif us. it felt good. damn. if only this happens every submission.
had briefing, nth much. just more work to do. din get to noe my result cos i guess something happened to d lecturer.
went to great world city in huge grp. ladder 49 was superb. really. it's a good show. worth my 10 bucks cabby fare. heh. the actors was really good. the brave of the bravest. touching.
i wanna die a noble death, be it in fire, shot in the head or caught some deadly virus. at least b4 i die, i know i was doing a good deed.
hmmm, in frenship, i guess we haf to expect the unexpected. a pact is just something dat we declare openly, but even if its nt declared openly, it is declared in the heart, just a matter of having faith in it. the effort put in it plays a part. getting hurt n hurting ppl is just part of life, endure it n den learn from it. make the best of everything. anything dat hurts u, wisen u up. :P
in d cinema, i was just thinking how it felt again to like another someone after a separation. i felt it at the cinema, while watching the movie, e part where the guy fell for e girl. i tink i noe hw u felt, finding someone else to fall for. it's just a new experience. needing someone to be there for u. someone paying attention to watever u say, someone hu is keen on finding new things bt u. exhilirating i guess. i respect dat. someday, i wanna feel dat but nt now.
Friday, November 05, 2004
hey, juz wanna i love you babes. for yest. really made me feel whole-r. lol n better. n stronger. angels rawks eh.
haha shark tale is sooooo cute. haha i enjoyed the movie pretty much. amb, cand n vic was a grt company eh. love dem. after dat, went to meet the suzi, ro n fei n nazhan. haha ate dinner together. it was fun talking wif them, sitting der again. after dat we went starubucks n sat till nite. haha discussing some stuffs. cant wait for the camp!! exciting eh. i wanna play touch!
i really enjoyed the day yest, so much laughter.
oh yah, i totally forgot bt my presentation. lol i guess i forgot all my troubles when im happy.
hmm, it din go pretty good. din do alot of stuffs. i tink the lecturers was pretty much disappointed in me. i feel bad. i dun wan to thinkmuch bt it. i tink i gonna do work during the hols. i noe i can do better. dat's all.
movie night today!! ro said the movie is gd rite? haha cant wait to watch it wif the babes. free drink n free popcorn. wat else can b better? i shall remember hunterdouglas! lol
i really enjoyed the day yest, so much laughter.
oh yah, i totally forgot bt my presentation. lol i guess i forgot all my troubles when im happy.
hmm, it din go pretty good. din do alot of stuffs. i tink the lecturers was pretty much disappointed in me. i feel bad. i dun wan to thinkmuch bt it. i tink i gonna do work during the hols. i noe i can do better. dat's all.
movie night today!! ro said the movie is gd rite? haha cant wait to watch it wif the babes. free drink n free popcorn. wat else can b better? i shall remember hunterdouglas! lol
Thursday, November 04, 2004
im dying here. all those ppl before are those really freaking good ones. and i tink im gonna do badly bcos im presenting today. if i were to present last week, probably it wldn haf been this bad. im super sucky and dey r super good. my work is nt up to their standard cos i din put it efforts. shit lah. i wanna run away n fail everything. haiz
oh yah, to prevent eye infection, cry more. mine went away this morning. washed away by tears. cos ur tears contains enzymes. must share this wif farah
oh yah, to prevent eye infection, cry more. mine went away this morning. washed away by tears. cos ur tears contains enzymes. must share this wif farah
Wednesday, November 03, 2004
hmm juz a tot. y is the heart always associated with the feeling of love?
a heart has a mass, weight, form and it's part of our body.
but love is just a feeling mixed up with emotions like fondness,lust, craves, jealousy, possessiveness n more.
so y the link? issit because of the effect it brought upon the heart? made it beat faster? but dat is all only in the mind. our mind can make our heart beat faster. after all its mind over matter rite.
and a feeling is just something we feel. we cant grasp it with our hand, we cant feel it through our skin. so how do we feel it? issit again in our mind? weird rite? just how our brain can control the way we act?
i gt presentation tmr n im scared. i noe for sure i gonna get shoot but argh. im scared dat's all. wish me luck ya. n ponder on wat i've juz said.
a heart has a mass, weight, form and it's part of our body.
but love is just a feeling mixed up with emotions like fondness,lust, craves, jealousy, possessiveness n more.
so y the link? issit because of the effect it brought upon the heart? made it beat faster? but dat is all only in the mind. our mind can make our heart beat faster. after all its mind over matter rite.
and a feeling is just something we feel. we cant grasp it with our hand, we cant feel it through our skin. so how do we feel it? issit again in our mind? weird rite? just how our brain can control the way we act?
i gt presentation tmr n im scared. i noe for sure i gonna get shoot but argh. im scared dat's all. wish me luck ya. n ponder on wat i've juz said.
erm went out wif babelicious farah. heh she got eye infection but she still wanna go out wif me so yeah. i hope i dint get infected cos my left eye is turning red. my day was wonderful. really it was. had a grt time wif her, window shopping. missed her alot. went to skool early to help the shereen wif her presentation. n malik was arnd. i tink i noe hw it feels lyk to b in dat situation cos im in one. dat's y im nt lookin 4 another guy. things r complicated nw. wanna keep it simple.
at the moment, i am nt looking forward to find another guy juz to get over one. my 2yrs of r/s meant something to me. getting involve wif another person means squeezing another someone special in my heart. i dun wanna dat cos der is only one at d moment.
at the moment, i am nt looking forward to find another guy juz to get over one. my 2yrs of r/s meant something to me. getting involve wif another person means squeezing another someone special in my heart. i dun wanna dat cos der is only one at d moment.
again i refrain myself from saying things in order nt to hurt other's feelings. but to save other ppl's feelings, im hurting myself instead. mayb i shld b more sensible.
stop thinking and get on. mayb i shld juz be happy for u. happy dat it ended on a gd note and u found someone else worthy of u.hu am i lying to?! myself!! duh. all d while i tot i cld cope. i can if i just stop thinking and drop dead. there were so many times dat i din wish to get out of my bed.y AM i doing this NOW? why suhaidah bte jumali!? heh i dunno. someone slap me pls. nt u, candy. u've collected enuff.
back to the topic. im just a pathetic girl hu dunno wat she wants.
stop thinking and get on. mayb i shld juz be happy for u. happy dat it ended on a gd note and u found someone else worthy of u.hu am i lying to?! myself!! duh. all d while i tot i cld cope. i can if i just stop thinking and drop dead. there were so many times dat i din wish to get out of my bed.y AM i doing this NOW? why suhaidah bte jumali!? heh i dunno. someone slap me pls. nt u, candy. u've collected enuff.
back to the topic. im just a pathetic girl hu dunno wat she wants.
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
im going out wif my farah darling tmr.been ages since i saw her. i miss her alot n finally we r going out on a date. yesh but she gonna haf her attachment soon so yeah. i tink i wanna cut my hair soon. mayb i'll feel better. another way of "letting go". i shall go easy on myself. *grin* im not that bad rite?
my mood for now is i-dun-gif-a-damn-bout-anything. im not feeling well. so i cant b bothered bt anything. im still coughing, my flu just keeps coming back and there is this huge swell on my left arm dat makes my arm very weak. so all this is making me feel like shit.
im contemplating whether to go for the briefing this fri or not? its at 5pm n i really wanna play touch this fri. i dun tink i gg for the briefing but i wont miss the food party. lol dat will b at 6.30pm. alrite cant wait for fri. gt touch, gt free food n free movie! ladder 49 here i come.. seems lyk fiza juz perked up the atmosphere.
im contemplating whether to go for the briefing this fri or not? its at 5pm n i really wanna play touch this fri. i dun tink i gg for the briefing but i wont miss the food party. lol dat will b at 6.30pm. alrite cant wait for fri. gt touch, gt free food n free movie! ladder 49 here i come.. seems lyk fiza juz perked up the atmosphere.
im really bored. went to play bball wif me sis. brought back haig road memories. my childhood fren, Nora. we pratically spent every day together. bball, soccer, cycling n arcade together wif this little boy called tommy. haha i kind of miss her but we gt nth much to say to each other now. kind of drifted apart cos of this hamster issue. heh. but we r still frens. i rem when tommy had to move hse. i wld spend days staring at my window, looking out for dat small boy. he was a grt company. i cant rem the last time i played bball, it was probably 1-2 yrs ago? wif chester n maurice. used to hang out arnd the basketball court wif d guys.till i moved hse.
watched america's top model. tyra bank is hot.i kind of lyk april, she's quite pretty, fion too.
hmm camile is kinda arrogant eh.but yeah she's pretty, look alittle bit lyk tyra.
heh but it's juz another top model show.
Yan Xingshu, the coach's name eh. haha
watched america's top model. tyra bank is hot.i kind of lyk april, she's quite pretty, fion too.
hmm camile is kinda arrogant eh.but yeah she's pretty, look alittle bit lyk tyra.
heh but it's juz another top model show.
Yan Xingshu, the coach's name eh. haha
Monday, November 01, 2004
mmm i was just thinking. i saw the advert on channel 8, u noe the coach for the flying fish team? i tink he is BETTER looking den that Toro. dunno y someone said he is gdlooking. from my point of view, Toro is lyk an over grown man in adolescent's body. on the other hand, that coach is much more manly. haha i like those dimples. when he smiles. and he is tall too. n tanned. well im not saying that i am crazy bt that swimming coach, just thought that between those 2, i prefer the coach. i dun even noe his name. i dun tink i can watch the show cos of my dad! heh.
hmm, just a question to all out there. Why does it hurt when you lose someone?
hmm, just a question to all out there. Why does it hurt when you lose someone?
You are Green Pegasus, who tends to give an impression of being proud and difficult person to get to know.
But you can be really friendly and affectionate to those people you trust.
You are quick minded and can act audaciously.
You are a person who would follow ideals with passion.
You possess sensitivity and flashes.
You can make calm calculation and come up with objective theory.
You are also tactful negotiator.
You can be rather strong headed, but really, you are naturally a good person and natured.
You can flirt to attract men to you.
You are woman of both brains and beauty.
You enjoy the process of creating things.
You will concentrate hard and will put great effort while tackling it, but once finished you can easily lose interest.
You hand over your accomplishments to others, and then start creating new one again.
Although you can be argumentative, you dislike complicated matters.
Therefore you tend to dispose a matter easily.
You dislike ordinary things, and will end up doing things that surprise people.
You will not turn out an ordinary housewife.
You should stay working in an environment where you can enjoy your freedom.
Your down-to-earth type of character attracts lots of men.
But because you have high ideals, you tend to lose the opportunity, and get passed the marriage age.
-am glad to noe dat i wont bcome an ordinary housewife cos i dun 1 2 b one. well juz did this for fun.
http://noracom.net/eng/fortune/fortune.php
my sis n e two princesses.
e 3 musketeers, well e other one is nt here.
amirul!
fireworks. had to b their camera girl cos e rest of their sisters were all busy. heh
But you can be really friendly and affectionate to those people you trust.
You are quick minded and can act audaciously.
You are a person who would follow ideals with passion.
You possess sensitivity and flashes.
You can make calm calculation and come up with objective theory.
You are also tactful negotiator.
You can be rather strong headed, but really, you are naturally a good person and natured.
You can flirt to attract men to you.
You are woman of both brains and beauty.
You enjoy the process of creating things.
You will concentrate hard and will put great effort while tackling it, but once finished you can easily lose interest.
You hand over your accomplishments to others, and then start creating new one again.
Although you can be argumentative, you dislike complicated matters.
Therefore you tend to dispose a matter easily.
You dislike ordinary things, and will end up doing things that surprise people.
You will not turn out an ordinary housewife.
You should stay working in an environment where you can enjoy your freedom.
Your down-to-earth type of character attracts lots of men.
But because you have high ideals, you tend to lose the opportunity, and get passed the marriage age.
-am glad to noe dat i wont bcome an ordinary housewife cos i dun 1 2 b one. well juz did this for fun.
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my sis n e two princesses.
e 3 musketeers, well e other one is nt here.
amirul!
fireworks. had to b their camera girl cos e rest of their sisters were all busy. heh
im feeling rather funny. dunno y? cldnt slp yest nite. woke up arnd 1+ to eat? haha dat's wat i did. drank some soup, ate bananas n choco. cos i just cldn't sleep at all!! i tink i overshot my cholestrol intake. i've gt all the bad fats stored up somewhere. well, dat's wat my sis said. n speaking of her, she's the one hu woke me up. she and her ferocious typing. or issit bcos i din touch the comp at all yest nite, dat's y i was feeling rather restless? haha mayb.
yest was a gd day for me. i bought 17 nasi briyani eh n the aunt asked whether i was going to eat by the beach. haha she's so wrong. it's bcos my aunts,uncs n my cousins were coming over. i really really cherish this kind of thing. i had a grt time.
went geylang to buy my bro's n dad's baju kurung, n den bought ameera's baju kurung. haha her is green too!. after dat we bought the food n drinks n the kueh kueh. or issit kuih miuh? haha dunno. after went to my aunt's place on e 8th floor to prepare the food n everything. i din 1 2 bring my fone wif me cos i din wan any disturbance. haha den we watched all those stupid malay comedies. hmm vcds i mean. it was nice to watch the shows wif them. and after dat we all ate alot!! argh. i was super super senak. had to taste all the food. haha damn it was good. played wif ameera n asyura. play masak masak. so cute
yest was a gd day for me. i bought 17 nasi briyani eh n the aunt asked whether i was going to eat by the beach. haha she's so wrong. it's bcos my aunts,uncs n my cousins were coming over. i really really cherish this kind of thing. i had a grt time.
went geylang to buy my bro's n dad's baju kurung, n den bought ameera's baju kurung. haha her is green too!. after dat we bought the food n drinks n the kueh kueh. or issit kuih miuh? haha dunno. after went to my aunt's place on e 8th floor to prepare the food n everything. i din 1 2 bring my fone wif me cos i din wan any disturbance. haha den we watched all those stupid malay comedies. hmm vcds i mean. it was nice to watch the shows wif them. and after dat we all ate alot!! argh. i was super super senak. had to taste all the food. haha damn it was good. played wif ameera n asyura. play masak masak. so cute