facts dat i learnt yest.things dat made me wiser

haven been gg online like i used to. kind of tired. erm actually no, i was giving my sis the green light to finish up her projects. her last yr so yeah lots of projects.

yest wasn particularly gd for me. nt bcos of trg. just felt hurt. went back to nni clinic just for one day. again, working der open up my eyes( nt literally ar). bt ppl, how they behave, how bitchy dey can get. lyk wat sab said its a dog eats dog world rite?
there were moments where i cld see rite thru their mind, wat they were thinking abt, wat dey gonna do and how they feel and i pity them for being the way they are. there were also moments that they cld haf help but preferred to keep mum. i guess, seeing someone's else downfall is a pleasure to them. i felt disgusted, really after recalling back wat their motives were abt. i may seem naive or just dumb but i guess i prefer to just keep quiet bt it n nt make a mountain out of a molehill.sometimes im aware of everything that's gg on, but letting ppl noe wat i noe wld only spell trouble. well bottom line is, there is nth i can do abt this. der are also good ppl, no worries. those dat are willing to help, i thank god for dat. *smiles*

hmmm, just a tot. if u want ppl to respect u, first, respect urself n the others.

hmm trg was okay, din really get to play proper touch. somehow it felt surreal. distant. drmt of touch again. heh

to understand yourself, observe human behaviour
to understand the human behaviour, question yourself

went to the cemetery today, visited my mum's n grandma's graves. tried hard nt to tear. it was tiring cos we din haf any transport n the sun was freaking hot. today must haf been my lucky day, cos i met a few gd ppl. all i can say is syukur alhamdullilah.

n oh yah. why do i even bother thinking bt someone hu is not even thinking bt me? a qn dat i've been asking myself. probably, im just trying to forget certain ppl so therefore i divert(copyrighted frm candy) my tots to other ppl. hmm. bah.