august 24th, a date worth my remembrance
i remembered my grandparent's. 13th october n 24th Oct

i've always wondered whether it was a jinx to stay on d 13th floor. not dat i do now. i've always tot my grandma's death had got to do wif e no 13. well i was 11 right den. first death i've ever encountered, n i do remember d emotions i felt at dat time. she was e pillar in my life.

i've lost 3 most precious ppl in my life. i guess, all this juz made me even stronger den yesterday.
my life is complicated, no doubts bt it. nt even a single person out der noes it i guess.

anyway im taking it well. my sis n bro are taking it well. dey r doing stuffs dat make dem happy. singing, npcc, watever it is, it seems to lessen their pain.
life still goes on. pardon me if u catch me stoning or m juz quiet. probably im juz nt taking it as well as my siblings are. im glad dat my late mum is no longer suffering. she's till arnd i guess. watching over e fam. prayers is all i've gt to gif.
i hope she noes dat i love her very much n i noe dat she loved us tremendously.

p.s: im getting on well.n thanks for the card, it soothes my heart reading those words.
n i prefer darlie to colgate n i need to top myself up wif lollipops for e little boys n girls coming tmr. n im still giving u 2 lollipops vicki. c im fine. its my mindset. tho i may need fonecalls here n der to get rid of d loneliness.

juz a note. life's can real crappy at times. im nt sure hw things gonna b in d future. my unc, the one n only one hu's been taking care of the food, the house, the bills is gonna get retrenched. n my dad's nt werking. i juz hope this may b a blessing in disguise. i've gt to do something bt it. lets' hope im nt too late. n dun worry, im still taking it well.