blogger suckx! i was posting my entry n den it disappeared!!

im freaking pissed. y cant my life b f***king peaceful for once!

im getting problems from everywhere. my relationship, my house n my work.

im sick of it, sick of everything.

on the brighter side, trg was fine, the usual. i dun feel lyk blogging

niway some part of my yesterday's entry, juz din get to post it out cos of my internet connection. juz wanna share wat happened yest.

life's nt easy. i think its rather screwed up. im getting into a depression mode again. its nt easy being a daughter,eldest sister, niece,fren n a good samaritan. im juz stoning. i had an impulse of running away from home juz an hr ago. was packing my stuffs den it hit me. i had nowhere to go. i haf responsibilities to take care of. life's crappy but we got to face d music.

i cant tolerate ppl hu shouts. i cant tolerate unnecessary arguments n comments. i cant tolerate stress. i cant tolerate human nature. i cant tolerate death n separation. i cant tolerate hurting n disappointing ppl. i cant tolerate sadness n yet im in one. i truly respect life n embrace it wif an open arm. i believe dat watever happens to us, it happens for a reason. i belif dat we shld b grateful whenever we can. grateful for everything cos everything juz dun fall in place when we were born. ppl arnd us worked hard for it n dat includes our parents n guardians. n i do tink n am grateful everyday dat im still alive.

wat im writing here is nt an act of anger towards anyone but rather to share wat i belif. i belif my sis wld b reading this, so i hope she understand dat life is not a bed of roses. growing up is hard but bear wif it till its over. i tink i matured too fast or im juz too sensible 4 my sis to understand.
anyway tmr trg, nt pretty sure wat to do at the moment. im confused n am having a terrible headache. gt to start on my work nw.