got back from skool hrs ago. to c the lecturer bt my work.
i cant face anyone yet. im nt ready yet. nt ready, my heart is still wif my mum. still tinkin bt her. i cant seem to get over it. im sorry. i've gt to get this over. i hate being in dis state.
thank god tmr is fri, which mean no skool for me. i dun 1 2 b absent 4 too long.
the lecturers was understanding enuff. this yr, i belif had to b the hardest im going thru. im nt sure hw it'll b b in d future. so far, im feeling rather lonely. my hse seems empty. so quiet.
im still trying to get over wat had happen 2 days ago. it seems unbelievable. i noe der is nth much i can do for my mum but pray so dat her soul will b blessed n she gets to go to heaven. but d sadness is der, i cant avoid it. i love my mum more den my dad. it's a fact. din expect things to happen so fast. watever it is, she's loved more by GOD den i do.
anyway, this sunday,der will b a kenduri arwah. u guys r welcome to come. it'll b after zuhur, after 1 pm. im sure the angels wont b able to make cos dey gt game. good luck babes.
n thanks candy for the ride home. i needed it most. i cldnt bear going home by myself.
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