im stronger today. i tink. at least i din cry when i woke up. or prob its bcos im looking at her face everyday.

i belif i will nvr get over d fact dat my late mum is gone. it's nt possible. it will b juz less painful day by day.

im glad i've my family, chester n my frens arnd. it made each day easier. make me busy so dat i wont tink too much. im lucky too cos i haf kids in my hse. dey make me smile.

i need some time 4 myself too. silence. 4 my mum.
im still devastated, no doubt bt it.
yet at the same time i need to go out. i need 2 b arnd ppl.
im confused, tired, exhausted.
emotionally drained. im nt excited bt anything
it's too quiet. i shldnt tink so much. nt good for me.
im in a daze. im sorry. its juz me.