in skool alone, k nt really alone. wif aish. the rest of the kaki r doing models at home.
feeling rather sian.

din update yest cos was really caught up wif my model. me doing some of d pasting nw. n im nt sure hw to go on wif my work. hope i can finish my work n submit wif relief on sat.

anyway i admit i was rather gloomy in skool yest, sori bt dat but nevertheless ive gt grt kakis arnd me. appreciate their efforts in making me smile n joke arnd. really, the jokes were funny. lol

n yeah thanks 4 the company home too vicki n candy. east side ppl ar. n thanks for the S pin. lol pinned it to my pencil case. i miss trg. wish i can take things out of my mind easily. seems difficult for me to smile. i dun seem to gif enuff attention 2 myself. im worried dat when im in d public, i'll look stupid or forget to wear something. lyk undergarments. or forgot 2 zip my pants or wear my tshirt on the underside. lol i fear dat alot. lucky i dun put on make up, or i'll haf to worry abt my face. the eyeliner on my lips n the lipstick on my eyes. lol
lyk wad every1 wld say, it takes time. things wil brigthen up i guess.

niway, der will b a kenduri 4 my cousin this sat. nt sure whether im going. der used to b 5 of us. nw its down to 4. *sigh*