its tues, one week ago. it was arnd this time dat i received d news.
argh i cant stop tinking.
i was juz tinking shld i go next wk or not?
i belif my late mum is still arnd. juz dat i cant c her. im worried bt going out n nt coming hm.
im worried dat, she'll somehw worry bt me. mayb im being paranoid.
she used to wait up 4 me, even tho i wasnt coming hm. or any of my siblings. she wld ask my sis or me to call huever wasn hm. she was always worrying bt us.
argh slap me pls. i really miss her. i really do. very much. prob e reason y i cldnt slp at nite was juz to confirm everything. i wanna b der if my late mum happen 2 be "arnd". i really really really wish to c her, juz for 1 more time. juz to hear her voice.even in any form.i cldnt even c her in my drms.i noe she's somewhere in a peaceful place, back to d Creator. but. i miss her. tremendously. words cant describe the loss im feeling.
anyway babes, thanks for making me laff again today. enjoyed ur company. skool been grt n i ought to b doing my work nw. hope it can get things off my mind.
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