life's unpredictable. i kind of pissed chester juz bcos of my inferiority. sorry dear.
im such a moody girl. must b the pms. i feel inferior to lotsa stuff. especially frens. peer pressure. im nt sure wat ppl perceive of me n i wld love to c hw ppl c me as i am. am i nerdy, dork, dope, kental, ugly or juz plain stupid? not sure of myself heh. i tink frenship is a weird thing. its based on different kind of things. if u click den voila u found a new fren if nt den yeah too bad. i've found a new fren frm itp n im glad we still do keep in contact n she's super duper nice. love her to bits. i belif its up to us to keep the frenship or not. n i belif i've done my part n still trying to. hope my frenship wif my frens last till whenever.

anyway i juz came back from esplanade wif my aunts n unc n of cos the two little ones. haha dey r darn adorable. saw some part of the fire works.beautiful but i can c the rest was kind of disappointed. well wat matter was dat ameera loved the sight of the huge fire works.hope to go again this sun n i wanna share it wif chester. wat i hated most was the trip coming back home. lots of bangla. irritating. being a mix of cina n malay doesnt help. i look lyk one hell of indo or a filipino. i remembered ro saying dat. how disappointing. lol got all the stares from the "bats". but i think dey love my sis more. lol remembered on one incident where one bangla got punched by my late grandpa. dat "kelawar" was following my sis arnd n my late grandpa was pretty pissed n punched the hell out of dat guy. lol. the price for being cheeky.