okay my mum's sugar is low again n its pretty darn low. she din haf any strength to get up n she insisted on slping. it was terrifying at first, seeing my mum in dat situation, feared dat if she continued to slp, she might nt wake up again. but yeah she woke up, dun worry folks. she's slping soundly now.

she's nt happy, she haven been happy this few days.she no longer teases us, no longer amuse herself, no laughter. argh, my heart is broken.

few things dat i gt to remind myself,
1. make sure her meals are full, tend to eat little
2. make her laff?
3. check her sugar content regularly
4. dun tink too much.period

nw im tinking, wat to do. i dun really haf any mood to do anything. been stoning n its 6. 20 am.
thus dat explain y im sitting in front of comp n typing tis entry.
i feel lyk slapping myself, juz 4 d fun of it. c hw i gonna react. cant seem to slp.
been thinking, how lucky am i despite d situation im in nw. my late grandma was generous n kind, it seems dat she taught her children well. my uncs n aunts seem to b taking care of me n my fam well. i've gt shelter, food, money, education n clothes. im feeling those grateful moments. i wonder where i wld b without dem. for e.g few mins ago, my unc was genuinely concerned bt my mum n well my mum wld only listen to my uncs n aunts n sometime me or my sis. its good having dem arnd.

im tired, need to catch some slp. den start on my work again. this song is one of my fav songs.

Do you care if I don't know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight will you think of me?
Will I shake this off...pretend its all okay?
That there's someone out there who feels just like me
There is

There Is by Box Car Racer. cheerioz