heh. finally today has come. haha submission is over for nw. im so relieved tho im stil abit worried. im a paranoid girl lah.haven been updating cos was too busy doing my work. m tired nw. all thos late nite work. n it is only 5% of the whole yr. 5% is lyk only 5 marks out of 100. even if i do well, it can only b 3 marks? n i had a major breakdown, everything was hitting me at a go.someone said something which he din mean it. i was prolly too sensitive. i wanted to do well, n i was kind of struggling ever since 24th august. i tot i was weak. i hope wat u said was true, dat im nt cos i deserve some credits.bah. its okay dear...n yeah prolly im still a kid, juz lyk u eh vic.

feeling guilty, cos i kind "ditched" vic n candy? sorry babes, had to do wat i had to do. :)anyway,went to eat lunch wif chester n den went to walk all d way to clarke quay frm city hall. kind of our fav place to hang out. went arnd looking at figurines n toys. i lyk this shop called SpawnAsia.com. dey got cool figurines wif intricate details.mostly collectible ones. very nice. solid. wanted to get this elvis presley figurine, $22.90. damn cool. but i scared at nite it will go dancing arnd.lol so i din buy. din wanna get too addictive to it. niway saw something dat made me kind of pissed off. lol cunning lady. but i tink dats hw dey make business. shall nt go into details bt it.

went home after walking arnd clarke quay. too tired to continue. chester sent me hm n accompanied me cos i wont b seeing him till wed?tink so. lol or mayb he'll juz drop by n find me. his hse is near anyway. i took a nap n den ate crabs. superb tho my lips gt swollen. tink im allergic to it but nice. den watched dat heavenly sword n dragon sabre wif ches. lol funny show but the girl is pretty. so practically i spent e whole day wif ches. gonna miss him.
but im looking forward to the camp. i hope der is no swimming or watever. nt dat i cant swim but i hate water especially sea water. n i still haven decide wat to bring. heh.

ameera n amirul wont b arnd 4 lyk 1 wk? dey went to johor n stay wif their grandma. missing dem already. its very quiet nw. bah. i miss my mum.been thinking bt her inbetween my work. even ches agreed dat the hse is definitely quieter nw without her. she loved to tickle me n ches. i can only cherish e memories nw.
really miss her alot...nw dat submission is over, nt sure wat to keep myself busy wif...
miss her very much...been tinking bt her really alot. her smell seems to linger arnd d hse...i shld haf taken care of her more...bah. wat's done cant b undone. i noe dat.

n yeah i'll miss the babes in d class. one week eh! so long, cant tok crap wif shereen, fiza n aish.
at least i can still get to c ches. heh. niway candle princess, if ur reading dis, ches wan u to bring him along when ur buying e jacket. i tink he probably was joking. niway dat's all.