hmm been trying to update but to no avail well until now.

been trying to upload this song,im Shaking by Rooney. really nice. but i cant cos of some prob. will try again later mayb when im free.

i resent going home nowadays. it feels shitty. lol dun ask y.
been going out ever since i got home on wed. i feel weird. i haven gt ameera any present yet. heh n im really really broke. serious.

im juz tired. tired of everything. my mind's been on whirlwind ever since 24th august.

recently i had this weird drm, n it kept bugging me till nw. i was in this place where i tot seems familiar, prob an office where i used to work at. i tink it looked lyk ttsh. den suddenly the place changed. the layout of it all changed n i dun regconise anything at all. i heard dey were upgrading the office n so everything became white. i felt weird, strange. i was thinking it(the changed office) din matter anyway since im nt gonna work der anymore. but somehw i felt i gonna b der for long. hmm dunno lah. i juz feel weird bt the drm. its lyk as tho der is this change of level, or awareness of something. a change of feeling towards something. nvm.

anyway one of e interpretation:

White
White represents purity, perfection, peace, innocence, dignity, cleanliness, awareness, and new beginnings. You may be experiencing a reawakening or have a fresh outlook on life. However, in Eastern cultures, white is associated with death and mourning.

bah im tired. going to slp.