i hope i can type all out n publish this entry before the net goes dwn again or if nt i've got to wait till der is net.
niway yest nite wasnt good 4 me. shitty things happened. wasn feeling dat good. im sorry candy if i made u feel stupid. i wanted 2 b alone.
dear, im sorry.
i miss my mum i guess. yest was one mth, juz cldnt belif it. things been really shitty ever since she's gone. prolly im juz a burden ever since dat day. i was feeling rather emo yest nite. words cant describe wat i felt. i heard sniffles while i was slping. i guess it was my sis. when we do break dwn, i guess it juz gt to b discreet. we both miss her alot i figure.
im feeling real low. y cant things go smoothly. i haf no reactions to wat is going on now. i duno wat to do. all i can say is sorry. cos watever i say, it may turn out bad. i guess it's best i keep quiet n accept watever u gt 2 offer. juz dun leave me hanging.
feel lyk shutting myself dwn n go to slp n nvr wake up. but dat's crappy cos i've gt tons of things to do. i just gt to b bear wif it.
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