okay i wont b doing any thinking today. haha try nt to eh.

i think i'll doing my work today, dun tink joining chester.
urgh this mon i got presentation. n i haf nt prepared anything yet. i dun really noe wat to say. well of cos the concept thingy. but it seems distant to me, i cant remember anything. lol. n mine is arnd 4pm n i gt to come skool arnd 12. so i gt time to look at other's presentation n start cracking on mine. brain dead. i hate flashbacks. sometimes i wish i gt amnesia, where i can forget abt certain things. wat u dunno wont hurt u rite? certain stuffs lyk feelings towards somebody dat u wish to forget, or certain ppl dat i juz wish to erase frm my history, or juz clean forget abt everything where i can start afresh.lyk wat amber said, when she gt blindfolded.when u dunno wats happening arnd u, u can juz b urself, live in ur own world. but den again, all this hurtful memories r partly d ones dat made me wat i am now.life is full of contradictions.heh mayb i shld wish 4 a time machine? haha im such a sadistic bitch. okay i shall nt b all sad n broody.*grins*

oh yah, caught The Terminal. haha damn hilarious, the whole cinema was roaring wif laughter but den again der was only 10-15 ppl? so i dunno.n the ending sucks.abit unexpected.Catherine zeta-jones is sooooooooooooooooooooooo pretty *drools* love her to bits! basically in the cinema, me n ches was practially drooling when she appeared. lol bit of exaggeration here but she's hot, gorgeous, alluring, everything!.n tom hank was good, he's juz funny wif his 3 frens. lol. if u wanna catch e show, juz dun expect a good ending. so dat's abt it. oh yah did i mention bt anaconda? lol the lead guy is damn hot too. nice bod. lol darn i forgot his name. i think i've gotten braver. in d past, i wld NVR watch this kind of show wif anyone in d cinema. i hate dat dawn of d dead. its juz s.t.u.p.i.d. period. hated it n still hate it. n i still wont watch shark shows in cinema. its a no no thing 4 me. im afraid i'l drown in d cinema.lol. so der it goes, no crocodile,sharks, deep ocean n stupid shows lyk dawn of the dead in d cinema 4 me. i'l end up crying in the cinema. lol trust me. been der, done dat. i noe its juz a show, but it's juz against my nature, it'll make me think n think n pity the human nature n think abt life's cycles n think n think n think.im juz fragile n i got water phobia.n i hate to c ppl getting eaten up upclose. anaconda wasnt dat bad cos i din c any blood. lol alrite gtg. need to do my work. probably it'l make me recall back wat to say on mon.