hmm aint happy bt dat tag msg. i tink i probably noe hu did dat. a lil bit tacky rite. but i shall not bother. din interest me at all.

y do ppl do certain things dat hurt another party just for the fun of it? im not saying dat i'm hurt by that stupid tag. but to come to think of it, most ppl do this kind if thing just to c wat the reaction will b. n if dat particular person counter back, the happier the person will be. urgh. lame.

i wish i can turn back time. retrieve back watever i said. i feel like curling myself up and just continue sleeping. and not wake up. till the right time. so much for having faith.

y cant ppl be more forgiving? i tink i noe the ans. bcos they think that by being more forgiving means letting them step all over the head? y is life so contradicting? y do we always contradict ourselves? y do i even think of all this when it's pointless in the end? its bcos im intrigued by how ppl behave n how ppl feel. n most of the time i upset myself by just thinking of the reasons why ppl resort to the acts dat dey do or did.

if only there is a book that can answer all my questions. if only. i question myself too much. its a wonder dat im still alive.

i need my grandma now.her presence wld probably soothe my heart ache.