model is my only hope..

heh i tink my model is my only hope to show my design.but it sucks.
dunno ar. tink my sorethroat getting bad eh, i cldn help it, the fried chicken looked so gd.
der is alot of things on mind but gt to concentrate on my work.
hmmm, lyk frenships, my frens...
stuffs dat were nt meant to b revealed r revealed, n wat happens after dat? juz made me think
am i dat bad?, to b left out? mayb i am. in a certain way. boring, too quiet? lame? i nt sure.
wat issit bt me dat made dem leave me out? tell me chester. i tink u shld noe it better. u were wif dem.
everyone wants to b needed n wanted by everyone. aint i rite? it feels sucky to noe otherwise.
i tink everyone has their own flaws. mayb i did neglect some ppl in my life, juz dat i din notice it.
if i do, pls tell me so. am i dat arrogant? am i too involved in my own "world"? mayb i am. shall nt tink bt it. it's juz life. dat's hw it goes. ppl either hate u or love u. i hate it when i found out something dat im nt supposed to noe. i've gt to live with it knowing dat i was nvr welcomed.
glad it ended. shall juz make do wif watever i haf, cherish everyone. mayb im too self centred, or mayb i was juz trying hard, or mayb it's bcos of wat im typing now makes me intolerable. heh.

alrite. shall stop wif dat nonsense. life is too good to get stuck in the past. i wanna join lion reds!! again. soon, i can feel it coming. lol i wanna play lyk a pro. lol rite *rolls eyes* but yeah, i tink i wana join soon.