nt feeling gd. i practically gt no voice. so much for poison fights poison. hmmrp. nvm
dun feel lyk toking much either.

u guys asked, did i cry?
i din, cos it haven really gt into me.
but now,the feeling of remorse n loneliness juz starts to creep into me.
juz lyk the other time, i stayed strong till the very last...
i juz lost another person in my life.
r u wondering y am i crapping all this shit.
i've gt to take each day as it is.
i want us to be able to tok to each other lyk before,
u telling me lame stuffs, ur shoes, ur buys, ur frens,
cos i pretty much enjoyed ur presence
its weird eh, only when ppl do get apart, dey starts to appreciate their gd times together.
cos i am now, of our time of two yrs together.

i've gt nth to say, for now.
it hurts pretty much the same way ur feeling now.
i tink u wld be juz killing urself if u stays wif me,
im no longer the person i was
sorry for dat, for dat happen cos of one fateful event.
mayb ur mum were right. heh
we were expecting too much from each other, its best we become the bestest fren?? hw bt dat? u said im second on ur list rite? lol
watever it is, dun worry
im nt jumping wif joy dat im freed.
it sucks. but hey im strong right? lol

hmm, anyway the novel dat im reading nw, is pretty sad.
tells a story bt a lady hu loves her husband very much, but he died ltr cos of a brain tumour
it's pretty sad, juz made me think hw awful it feels to lose ur loved ones. but yeah the husband was prepared for his death n planned everything. after his death, his wife received notes frm him, guiding her to move on. sad eh, but ive yet to finish the book. im free anyway now. till next sem eh! my presentation is on thurs. 4th nov. im nt really looking forward to dat day. :D