bitchy moments eh
i've had my bitchy moments before. today is just one of those days.i was irritating. annoying. attitude. whiny. mad. rude. mean. fierce.bitchy. everything and anything that i wldn't do to hurt ppl's feelings. What i felt today was that, whatever u gave me, it'll bounce back to you. U get what you gave. I felt like a mirror. Im sorry. I just don't have the energy to absorb it and say its okay & be nice. Mentally and physically exhausted.
I saw someone that made my heart stopped for awhile. my 1st ex. i was quite shock but pretended not to see him. unfinished business. i wldn noe what to say if he actually saw me..
We could have settled it if he was honest enough. I was dumb and m still dumb. Im just too giving, nvr taking. Too nice, nvr learning my lessons. What i thought was that everyone is an angel. That they are not bad at all. I felt and feel disgusted knowing there are people who are mean. pfffftt. let bygones be bygones.
im terribly sorry. for nt being myself. till someone din even noe how to react to it.
i feel like crying. im just too tired. but yeah i haven been crying for long. mayb it's time to let it out.
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