hmm.in a state confusion.ocean of emptiness. no emotions or watsoever. everything else is fake.
i r-e-f-u-s-e to think. i've blocked everything out of my mind. e-v-e-r-y single thing. i don't wish to think about all those minor things. i dont wish to think abt happy thoughts. or sad thoughts. im like a walking dummy. heh

Been wondering abt what sab said. Bout how women are weird creatures. Complex more like it.
Let met think more abt why i think its true. well, i can think bout this cos it doesn involve feelings.

hmm going back to class in like 10 mins time. maybe i'll just spend my time daydreaming. the lecturer is so boring. i like the module. but yeah.