long entry. heh. of cos. suh wat. all in one.

hmm, was supposed to go out wif daph but. well i dun want to say. haha heh went to bras basah instead to help my aunt check out some stuffs for her baby. i guess she bought it already.

i admire her for determination. cos i simply dun haf dat kind of will power. as in, if i want to do something, i've gt to do it straight away n nt wait any sec longer cos by the time i wait, the feeling will b gone. n den i'll procrastinate till i dun feel like doing it anymore. n i like to do things last minute. more exciting. more challenging? heh. haha cos if everything is planned out den it's boring. mendak seh. heh

hmmm, i wonder. y r some sales assistants damn irritating? i mean i merely asked some qn but she had to ans like i owed her big money. i mean wth? its irritating. they r paid to serve the customers rite? if nt y in the world will they b employed? y cant they be more like me? hahaha *rolls eyes* im such a nice service assistant. smiles even i can hear them cursing at 4 no reasons.

hmm, i was thinking. i think i can safely say i was NVR infatuated with gd looking guys. or mayb i dun get infatuations at all. i find it impossible. i'll probably comment "oh dat guy is cute" but to ever drm of being with that person is nt wat i will do. but yeah. i dun wanna get unnecessary excitements. i dun tink i had any guy hu made my ears red. well except for dr yap. but he's diff.*smiles* i tink i shld take back watever i just said. haha bah. sab, take no offence ar.

muahaha. im so nt ready to b wif any guys. so fiza n aish, wait long long k. im still enjoying mua single life. n yeah sab. im fine. seriously i am. dun get swayed away by watever i mentioned on my blog eh. the essence there will sizzle off after some days. i probably understood wat u said. hmmm, when u go thru so much things to be freed n single, u wont want to let that go wasted just bcos u feel for someone. i had the same sentiments too but tot of giving it a go. but obviously the need to be free & single seems more appealing.

tmr fiza coming my hse! haha erm to do work. i dun tink i'll do anything. probably entertain her or wat. so im aiming to finish up today? rite. n after dat gg dinner. muahaha im wearing something dat was collecting dust in my cupboard. bought it long time ago but wore it only once? haha cos i tot it was too girly. heh smart casual wat.

im starting to miss my crazy babes. haha. crap ar. these ppl. i gonna upload the video clips today to my comp. muahahaha. i laughed to myself whenever i watch it. stupid sia. let's take more vid clips. crappy ones pls. skool seems much more pleasant with u guys arnd. thanks babes.

i just cant talk normally with my sis. cant see eye to eye. heh
cant wait for next weekend. gg indo. to eat n enjoy. like finally. seafoooooooood. heh im gonna go fat der. i miss such outings u noe. n go shopping mayb. retail theraphy. just by myself.
i love having some time to myself. i need it. i miss escaping to my grandpa's place at tanjong pinang. where i can just take it slow n breathe the air( the greener area) n reminisce. i went there a few times, to let myself go. the last time was when he passed away. which remind me of someone.

makes me hate the evil side of human beings. money = root of evil. greed. i dont like.

in short, i loathe ppl who makes fun of my loved ones. n my friends. im very protective.