muahaha lotsa posts eh

actually i gt alot of things on my mind dat i wanna pen it here but i forgot already. heh

ever heard of bizzare love triangle? love dat song to bits. its my all time fav. sing dat song to myself when im down.

im getting a lunch treat tmr. frm my so called grp leader. heh gerek ar. i rather get dat den to smooch his lips. urgh.

im missing you.

im wondering, y am i having difficulties relating to u?
hmmm y am i hesitating wif the things i do when im arnd u?
hmmm y?
im refraining myself from asking alot of qns, from doing alot of things?
am i afraid? of something? im so not myself. mayb cos its diff. i guess. heh
feeling rather insecure. so not me. haha okay dun bother bt this alrite. its just nth.
but still i cant stop thinking. alrite mayb ur right. i tink too much.
if i dun tink den im not suhaidah. heh i like my name

oh yah. i like my language lecturer. i find him super adorable. okay this is a first impression judgement. but he's cool ar. open. can take jokes. curious. interested. but having classmates like mine kinda hurt tho. i pity him. hahaha

heh i like this song by Frank Sinatra, the way you look tonight. so oldies rite. but it's a nice song.
im feeling all mixed up i guess.