heh.

okiez. haven been updating regularly. i noe. fiza just bugged me to update. how much i miss her doing that. *rolls eyes* haha but yeah im just lazy ar. been a lazy pig.

seriously i duno wat to blog. yest trg was good. yeah. good game, its just me. i kept chucking the ball. just cldnt concentrate and think properly. my mind wasn there i guess.

hmm things been going downhill i guess. i c.a.n.n.o.t. get my hopes too high up. too much to bear.
im acting like i don't give a damn. hmm maybe i don't. cos im scared? im afraid to take the risk again. so there. all i can say is im afraid. ahah sorry if this sounds so disappointing fiza and aish. but its true.

i haf so much of my opinions that i want to share but im LAZY. lazy to type and all that. i just wanna lie on my bed and read book. time is precious you know.

so much conflicts. in everything. skool. matters on heart. friends. sometimes i just wish i can curl up into a ball and hide away. haha must be the pms.