tmr n wed!! submission. heh

miss me?

haha i bet u did. im waiting for my work to upload. just left with abit more.
go to hell with research work. gonna burn midnight oil again. just to complete dat. n wed!! role play. *shakes head* my first entry for yr 2005.

okay ppl, quick! take a deep breathe in. Can you smell it? Yr 2005? Does it smell fresher? heh wat i can smell is just the same old stale smell. Dead bodies everywhere, rotting, ppl missing, crying for their loss ones. so tell me, what's so exciting abt the new year? haha i'm not trying to be pessimistic here, just sharing my views.

every year that past by, i doubt anything good did happen. Did we see news rich people giving up their wealth for the poor? or the ozone layer is thickening? heh im just thinking that, the number 2005 is superficial. everything is superficial, planning for the future is superficial, resolutions are superficial. so y make them and try to live your life by it? why not live life to the fullest, doing things you enjoy? Like maybe playing touch for the rest of my life? ahah maybe, maybe.. whatever it is, don't get sucked in by the the materialness of life.

anyway i side tracked abit just nw, i don't think that the beginning of a new year is any significant. It just means

1. MORE ppl died. Compare the number of ppl that died in killer waves to the number of ppl died during the Sept 11. Ii's MORE rite? All the disease, bird flu, sars, anthrax( abit stupid ar), bombing and more. The end of each year means adding more values to whatever statistic of death, diseases, poverty and more in the pst years. So tell me, issit right to be happy bout that?

2. More sins committed. Its true right? People are more vicious, smarter, till the extend of wanting to play god. hmm reminds me of Gothika. eerie rite?. Time makes everything achievable and possible. Same concept as above, It just keeps on adding.

3. More ppl commit suicide. heh Mrt, flats, throwing of babies, abandoning babies and MORE to come. Life just seems meaningless to them? Lack of love i guess. shameful eh,

4. You grow older. yep. A year older. Ur restricted by the things ur expected to do. Expectations? Learn not to expect, that i must share.

5. And like what ro said, there seems to be a reversal in role. Kids wanna act older and vice versa.
What happen to the good old days?

6.More problems and responsibilities. I pity the kids especially, those in Singapore. They were given a huge amount of burden the moment they got out of the womb. probably that explains point no.5 huh.

Bottom line is, a new year is just another phrase, another phase. There is alot of reality that goes beyond that sentence. So i can conclude that, stop being materialistic, there are ppl out who suffers more. SPEND more on food and spread the love. haha i believe money are well spent if u spend it on food. right sab? cherish everyone, love everyone, u may never know when u or ur loved ones are leaving. DOnt's be too square and live by the regulations all the time, give yourself a chance. and lastly dont get offended by this entry of mine. just a quote, to be enlighthened, JUST love. *smiles*

n anyway just a thought, Who has more confidence? Girls who wears make-up or girls who don't wear make-up? opinion please?

P.S note, its meant for G.I.R.L.S. haha not career woman k. haha muacks. sayang suzi.