had a funny feeling...

went to send ross off today. heh. miss her

den went to town with sab and adam.

walked arnd for awhile. and then to paragon. to look at the tsunami exhibition. and it kind of hit me hard.

dat alot ppl are ignorant about the surrounding.

dat some ppl are just selfish. which includes me.

the pictures. of decomposed body. faces too bloated to be even regconised. they died a terrible death. body threwn and carried to nowhere. mud covering their faces. bloody everywhere. what did they do to deserve such deaths? im sorry. im just a ppl person. i feel for them. they died such a sudden death. that it ache my heart badly.

den it got me thinking. what if it was singapore? it struck me that we dont have hundreds of years to live. life is short. you know what, when i was walking along the orchard road, i had the urge to just shake them and tell them, wake up!! don't be ignorant. do something about your life. well particularly, more to the malay ppl. not being racist here but ya. im just sad. sad with life. how fragile life is. how easily it can be taken away from you.

that it scares me. makes me worry for ppl. duno y. argh. im just disappointed with life. no doubt there are perks of it. but it seems like everyone are too engrossed in making the most out of life when actually they are not at all. for example, like trying to churn money. eh i dun really know what im talking about ar but im just sad lah. sins. hatred. betrayal. lies. feelings. death. and bloody hell, there was this old man standing and no one wants to give up their seats. how selfish. i duno why im suddenly filled with anger.

there are so many things that i want to do. just in case my life is short. but. argh. dunno.

i just want to say. treasure who you have ar. really. just do more good deeds. i noe this is so boring or whatever but heh. don't give a phuck if u think this is pointless. im just naggy and draggy and grouchy and upset. argh. the pictures are just too depressing.

and oh. tell those whom you love deeply. i dunno. just express your love. don't give a phuck about what they think. at least. u've let ur feelings known and you can die a peaceful death. heh. k dat's abit too sadistic but get wat im trying to say. at least. they know you love them.