hmmm. emo. but im fine. really. hmmmmmmmmmmm

1.10 am

I'm here without you baby, but you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby, but you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me

did i ever mention i love nelly? i think i did. plenty of time rite?

and black eye pea? their songs rawks.

n im feeling lazy to do my work. getting bored.

noe y i aint slpy? cos i drank one whole jug of coffee. yep yep.
it works for me. im getting restless but lazy to do my work. argh. haha
my back aches. shucks. can i go to slp? heh
and mr cheah wants to c my work tmr. totally. i have to bring my file to skool and for the birthday party too?

noe wat. i cant stop having things for chinese guys. am i mad? mayb its just bcause i like to converse in english? hmm. haha haiyah wat am i blabbering.

i miss my late mum. miss her checking on me. in the middle of night. miss having her there, nagging at me to go to slp. miss her squabbles. miss everything bt her. its time like this that i can reminisce over e good times. i happened to blog hop to someone's blog. his sis just passed away. reading whatever he wrote, brought back memories. both happy and painful ones. he hates hospital too! lol been what, 5 mths since she passed away? hmm. time flies real fast. but it felt just like yesterday. o well.

i like this song really alot. think i mentioned it b4. hellsing soundtrack. oh today's the final episode.

I never really feel quite right
I don't know why,
all I know is there's something wrong
Every time I look at you, you seem so alive

Tell me how do you do it, walk me through it
I'm following every footstep

Baby on your own you take a conscious step
Do you wanna give it up?

But all I want is for you to SHINE
Shine down on me
Shine on this life that's burning out

I say a lot of things sometimes that don't come out right
And I act like I don't know why
I guess a reaction is all I was looking for

You looked through me, you really knew me like no one has EVER looked before

Baby on your own you take a cautious step
Do you wanna give it up?

2.00 am

heh. nice. really. okay i've been on this blog for like 2 hrs. so that explains why there are two songs here. doing my work while typing. i need a break ar.
totally gave someone a wake up call like hw many times but he din pick up. o well. must be slping like a log. heh

and i just realised i din change my friendster profile since dunno when. i was grossed out when i saw the phrase "i still adores retarded dinosaur". eeeeewwwwwww. haha but i changed already.

2.20 am. my fav song again! shine. heh. im hungry ar. din eat dinner. no time? excuses only.

i tink i gonna concentrate fully on my work n hopefully i can go to slp by 4 am. heh heh