i dun understand.

why do i have to tolerate your tantrums?

why must you argue with me?

why must you bring chester in the picture?

why cant you stay away from the comp just for 5 more days?

why must you grumble?

do you know that, there were so many times i held back my tears.

cos i cldn't get any co-operation from you.

that i will end up with nothing if i don't get any support?

that i felt downright helpless?

that i'm having a difficult time trying to juggle everything?

just all because you need to chat with your friends oversea who you just made friends with?

just because you failed to understand my situations?

just because you don't understand i have other commitments?

and because of that, i am going to fail my work?

and do you know that i cried when i was told that cik sah drmt of our late mum?

and that she told me that it must be because we've been bad. been doing stuffs that she wldnt approve of. it seems true enough. that our late mum had to appear in our aunt's drm to send a message across. cos all you want to do is show me your black face and unhappiness. how bout mine? do i have to tolerate yours just because my submissin is here? do i have to go and seek it from someone else and not from you?

please, i beg you. just let me use the comp for 5 more days. i wont give a phuck about this comp after my submission cos i have a LIFE.

i don't really know how im gonna cope. i need miracle. its really different now.