i tink i rather distanced myself away from ppl. i think i need the time break. from everything. just dedicate it to myself. been rather "busy" this week. think i'll start gg out next week. hmmm?

had the interview today. it was okay i think . i dun wanna say much. i think 5 years bond is abit too much. 5 bloody years? im a rather impatient person, i think. i don't know. i have alot of things to consider. REALLY alot. and make it fickle minded. im still gonna apply for paramedic or ers.

it's funny how someone can be your close fren and yet not talk for a couple of weeks?
really i do miss those times. exams period? busy with projects. im too free lah maybe. soon. i hope it'll be over soon cos i cant wait for that 3 bloody weeks to end. argh really, waiting for this week to be over is already torturous. trainingssssssss...

i try my best not to be judgemental. hmm. sometimes i pity myself, cos i have to painstakingly read blogs to update myself on my fren's life. that's how pathetic ive gotten. that i din make time or bother talking to them. make an effort suh. yep yep.

ive this hereditary thingy problem. hmm it made me think alot ar. bout my future. commitments. o well. to assume, ease our mind. its kinda true rite fiza?

and im afraid to look forward. arh. eh i wanna be low profile. heh.