my last post.

i believe you talking things out with me shows how impt i am to you. or mayb WAS.

i have a problem that i need to attend to real fast or i'll die alone (nt dat it matters)

c above, that's my problem. i dun believe in getting close to ppl. or i have problem opening up.

with this problem, im even thinkin of deleting this blog.

arh. u noe wat. there is nothing dat i can do. i've tried reading bt frenship/relationship. read more abt it. trying to find anything dat i can do to make it better.

i avoid getting into arguments, conflicts and in the end i hurt ppl. and den i'll hurt myself.

arh. i need to change.

and im trying to find out wat's my problem. so just give me time ya? im sorry.