A return to love...

i saw this qoute at 4PM and found it rather meaningful. been meaning to post it up here but my net was damn irritating lah but im here so yeah

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate:
our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us.
We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous?

Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God. Your playing small doesn serve the world.
There is nothing enlighthened about shrinking so that other people
wont feel insecure around you. We were born to
magnify the glory of God that is within us.
Its not just in some of us, it's in everyone.
And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other
people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence
automatically liberates others.

-Maranne Williamson

so i shall not despise myself or hate anything bout myself. not that i do. *grin*

and yeah. funny how i tell myself stuffs. how i comfort myself.

delusion.

funny how i felt when i read thru my previous entries, i forgot what i meant or said. it seems to be in code. lol. i express myself in blog but not bluntly. and now im cracking my brain what happened then or who was it or wat. ironic.

i think i have to agree with sab totally that im a very non-verbal person. i don't say much right?
so yeah, its expressed unknowingly. argh o well.

am suppose to go the Pulau Besar with lion red peepz but i cant lah. i've got alot of things to settle so yeah.