i din manage to catch incredible tales

i have alot of things to say. just don't know where to start

things that i've left behind in search of my own life. too caught up in my new found beginning. no longer stuck in the mud. i want to explore. meet new ppl. but at the same time, i dun wanna lose my dear ones. im struggling here.

went out with dear daph today. it was always nice seeing her. and updating our lifes. and working life's not something worth doing without passion. n i dun want to do something that's only for my own good.

had a conversation with her. bout life. bout ppl. which all comes down to one, i hate the world. its full of lies and pain. she told me stories bout the kids that work at the banquet. how they live their life. true, i've no right to judge them in any way...hmmm eh im not judging. just observing, feeling the pain for them. not looking down on them, rather feel sad. they know what's right and what's wrong but still temptations win them over. the need to feel high and enjoy so that they can forget their pain in life. how sad. im not trying to be one or act holy. this is me. i think alot. i feel alot. and whenever i see them, my heart aches. true enuff wat daph said, we cant help everybody. but what if each n everyone of us instil goodness in ourself. that watever we say or do, we do it with lots of kindness, im sure that will touch any living soul. or maybe im too naive. i dun understand wat good do u get by being mean. by hurting other people's feeling. hmmm arh im disgressing here. back to the kids. i felt really overwhelmed listening to daph. i had to stop myself frm tearing. it's sad.i hope i can do something for the society. especially the teenagers. nowadays. late is better then never. if there are ppl hu shows that they care for them, again i believe they will b touched. goodness will prevail. cheh. i sound like some monk in some kungfu fighting show. heh. the fight between yin and yang. good and evil. light and darkness. o well

i firmly hold on to the belief of having faith.
have faith in yourself, whatever you do. and then have faith in others and GOD's creation.
when someone have faith in you, ull be nuts not to have faith in urself.
telling someone that you have faith in him or she means alot. it gives him or she the strength to continue and overcome whatever obstacles they are going thru.
faith nvr fail. *smiles*

ive learnt alot of things. thru 4pm. the people i hung out with. booba. conversations i had. n everything. it builds me up. ppl may say alot of things and this n that. but i'll only take what i think is right. ambil yg jernih, buang yg keruh.

i cant say im proud of who i am now. i dun wish to brag. i dun wish to be in the limelight. i don't wish to be anyone special. i can only say that, im thankful for everything.
o well. i duno wat i was trying to say. im tired.

everything happens for a reason.

im sorry if this entry offended you. sorry.

im quite intrigued by this guy. been reading his blog. his thinking, his personality. it captures me in a weird way. he loves arguing, for the fun of it. i like that too. o well. lets not think too much. i wld love to befriend him. friendship is all i ask for.

i hope matin is doing fine.

and booba, i din manage to catch IT. heh. next wk maybe.

new workplace tmr. hope there wont be any naggy boss ya.

p.s: my boss is nice. he's just very naggy and chatty. which i do not know how to respond to. all i did was just nod my head and smile. pretendish rite? i don;t like.