i posted something, somehow its gone. o well...

i cant focus on my work. its just too dready...

i read his blog. been ages since i last went there. and ya he din update since then. i miss him alot. somehow as a friend. army changed us, our r/s-frenship alot i guess. i had so much hope on him. if i were to blame anyone for wat i am feeling now, it had to be me. everything happens for a reason and i believe that whatever he did bear valid reasons which its not meant for me to know yet or understand. like what i said, GOD wont give you what you cant handle. oh, just how much i miss those times, our conversations till dawn. things we know bout each other its beyond comparable. we were close once, n drifted. again we gt close and nw gt drifted again, i hope if we do regain our friendship back, it'll be just as special and long lasting. insya allah. note- just friends will be enough. i think. i love him as a fren very much.

and matin. he is another crazy fren of mine that i don't wanna lose. love him lots too. as a fren k. nt more den that.