im bored n fiza said update blog. so here i am!

haha. why do i start wearing tudung? have nvr managed to ans that qn properly with clear cut answers.
there are so many factors that add up to the decision to wear one.
had been thinking of wearing it long before i broke up with him. but circumstances at that point of time din allow me to carry out my intentions. and so i had ivp and school all that. so i kept the intentions to myself. till of cos end of skool. and then i have those trial lion red trgs and then 4pm volunteering stuffs. and work and situations(serrano interior design, camp, frens) that happened inbetween just made me more determined. and yesh.. so here i am.

anyway. im so afraid of the future. afraid of the things that may happen. dun ask why or what. the fear is there. again. there are factors that i do not wanna share that made me started so these factors gonna make me stay rooted to the ground and rempuh whatever obstacles coming along... and whatever i am searching for has to be the way i want it to be. booba... get it?

hmmmmmm..

i lyk this song alot. by kelly rowland...

clover walked in
In his baggy jeans and his Prada shoes
He had a nice shirt, nice scent, nice ice
But he's not the one--the one I'd choose
He was the type I never had
Country and thug with lots of class
Something inside me made me hesitate
So I made him wait

Didn't think he was the one to treat me right
Until he found the love I tried to hide
He said

Love Lives in strange places
Its the obvious, that never shows now,
it just might find you
when you least expect ityou'll never know,
you'll never know
until you just let go

Now my baby sister's got a two way
And a cell phone
She's always happy when she gets a page
But that's not love, girl, that's not a home
Real love isn't digital, isn't physical
It's the one that can reach inside
And you don't know why, but it makes you whole

So if you want the one who reaches deep
Let him see the you that's underneath

It's in the corners of the sky
In the shadows of your mind
The unexpected suddenly
Like the child of destiny
No, you can't control the way
So just have faith

so nice rite the lyrics. i like it alot. how true. hmmmm.. just have faith ya.