back. i guess.
i cant deny this. i hate changes. but i believe i can adapt.
just that changes changes everything. duh of cos. it makes ppl come in n out of ur life.

as much as i treasure them, i cant hold on to them, cos they have their own lifes.

true but sad. i wont let get this to me. but when i do think bt it. it does affect me.

as much as i want to spend my whole life with them, things will nvr go ur way. thus y i try nt to look forward wit dem in it. cos i noe if i do, im just preparing myself for disappointment. sad. really. im just a sad case person, wit no guts. maybe selfish?

hmmm. dun bother. just feel e nd to keep up wif my feelings.

ive changed alot. really. since the past few mths. and for the upcoming mths, im sure i will change alot. left wit a week more. just to chill out. before the 6mths trg. im getting the butterflies in tummy. haha yep. fire and rescue specialist. pray for me ya.