hmm. 2nd day off. started work on mon. tiring. really. got back home at arnd 5pm. so it was accumulative lethargicness. haha but its a new experience. trying to get use to it.

anyway updates. i passed out on 31st march. it was a memorable but yet solemn ceremony knowing that every one of us wld be going our own seperate ways after 6mths trg together. laugh, cry, suffer together. *smiles* well, it'll all haf to end ya. i dunno what im in for in the future but lately i think i had been lucky. my instructor during my 6mth was a fab guy. he knew wat he was doing and a real humble guy. and now that im posted to sengkang fire stn, during my one day observation of my drc, i can safely conclude he's not a bastard. right amt of leadership quality( tho i dunno how much is right amt). someone that i can look up to. i heard lots of goods things bt him anyway. and my fellow colleagues r fine. just a lil thing that im still nt at ease abt. working arnd with men. its nt dat im afraid of them, its the expectation i put on myself working with them. i believe that i need to improve myself in alot of ways. knowledge wise and physically/strength wise. i dun want to depend on them and i dun want them to think im weak. im capable of doing things by myself. i wld only ask if i cant so ive gt to get rid of this mindset they haf on me.

and my genting trip was fantastic. really. i had a grt time. for myself personally and the whole fam. the rides that we took was damn fun ar. space shot especially. a grt bonding time. more of it i hope. ahah. i had a good break. *smiles*

and everythings been gg well. *smile*

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