afternoon spore!!

just got back from work. cant sleep. well more like i dun wan to waste my day sleeping. i have plans today to indulge myself. later maybe.

hmmm had a pretty tough time at work yest. i cant stress more how much i dislike this person. everything bt dat person. god save me. do u noe how i feel? i feel like a clown. putting up a mask just to put up with some ppl. smiley on the outside, but inside its crumbling. sigh
true to wat some ppl said, be patient. bear with it. well i am now...

hmmm trying my luck with cheese swirl brownie. ve got the mood to be the ms kitchen today.
*does a curtsy with a twirl* well, i haf to go and get some stuffs later and run some errand. and to wyna, well if ur reading, im super sorry i cldnt make it for ur bday party yest. mayb this is one of the factors dat affected me yest nite.

oh congrat me pls. *grin* im a full pledged paracounsellor. the course brought back memories. feelings dat were meant to be kept. it made me think bt my mum. well, i acted a role dat suit well to d feelings dat i had. i reread my pass entries of 2 yrs ago. yeah. lot had change. 2 years seems a long time. but yet i cant seem to forgive myself for the things i didn do. guilt ridden. still cant forget the pain. u can only wonder y.

hmmm anyway m excited bt the upcoming events. its 14th today. just realised im lost in my own world. lost track of time.