hey hey im back. hmmm anyway im undergg a one-wk course for paracounsellor. something meaningful i hope.
im happy. somehow. u noe, ive met nice ppl during this course. cheerful n happy ppl. their experiences. their knowledge.
but u noe der r drastic changes going on rite now. im feeling rather withdrawn. my two pillars r gonna get transferred out of stn. i feel like screaming crying jumping, y happen now? but this is inevitable. it had to happen sooner or later. im trying to adapt to that idea. adapting to a new drc. a DART drc. goodness. n i haf to work doubly hard now to get to where i am nw with the new drc. its tough nw dat i wld be the only lady in the fire stn. drastic. sigh.
i dun tink ive mentioned much bt mr police officer. is nt dat i aint into him. rather i appreciate him arnd me, my companion dat he is assuring himself. times when we had our lil disagreements but i swear to myself, i wldn want it any other way. he's my bestfren, my partner n my someone special too. he soothes me unknowingly. he is my private counsellor, unknowingly too.
and for thousand more of reasons i appreciate him for hu he is...
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