its hari raya. well the first day, wld like to wish the muslim a selamat hari raya, with this, i would like to ask for forgiveness for words that ive said, for the things ive done if in anyway it offended or wronged you.

went out with 05/06 guys. had fun. still wacky as ever. if only aishah was arnd den it wld be a complete circle. for me at least. hmmm it was only a year ago. time flies really fast.

dee's birthday was on deepavali. celebrated it earlier on with just him and me. but i joined his family's celebration as well, baked him an oreo cheesecake. din haf much faith in the cake but it turned out just fine. thank god. well i enjoyed dat evening.

hmm and as for weiyin's bday, im sorry i missed it. happy belated bday to u.

hmm. ive lost touch in alot of things. my architecture skills. and etc... i think its time i relearn everything. my sis had dreams of my late mum crying, well ive not been a filial daughter. i should pray more... at least for her. and of cos. read entries on my aunt abt my grandma. yeah my grandma was an important figure in my life. she defined me who i am now.

i have plenty more to say... but wats der to share rite? its my tots, i just cant pen it down. well im working tmr...

i made mistakes. and i realised that no matter how many sorrys i say and no matter how many times the other party says its okay, things cant just be the same. words were said, feelings were hurt, its irreversible. and u think to urself. why are things so complicated. its impossible to be free with wat u say, to be democratic and to be liberal. you watch wat u say to be democratic or liberal, to appear them... hmmm...and den ur not urself.